for the past 17 years of my life. my mother has not really taken an interest in what's going on with me. she's been so wrapped up in my younger brothers life that i've pretty much been ignored by her. now for some reason she has taken an extreme interest in what's going on. i'm not quite sure what to make of it. i don't know if it's the fact that james and kristina are taking care of my medical expenses right now and they are care about what's going on and it's making mom guilty or what. she's asking me to go places with her, taking me to the movies, sending dinner over here, inviting me to the fair with her and dad, wanting to come to my next doctor appointment. i'm honestly not sure what bug crawled up her ass to make her take an interest in my life. miind you, i'm not going to look a gift horse in the mouth, but my suspicions are raised. i honestly don't know what to think or do about it. normally the only time she bothers to get involved with my life, i'm in trouble for something that i did or didn't do with the relatives. this is a whole new thing to me. yeah, she doesn't know about the relationship james, kristina, and myself have but i think she has her suspicions. i'm kinda wondering when i should tell her about it. my aunt shauna, dylan, and daniel know about the relationship. just not quite sure what to make of this.
