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Me... Lets see. As of right now, I am kind of lost in life. I work... a lot, and I enjoy it. I constantly bitch about how much I hate my job and working. But, the fact of the matter is, 9its just another thing to keep me busy. I could NEVER be one of those people who sit at home all day with no responsibilities and nothing to do. I dont even do that on the one day I get off every week. I cant stand it. I constantly have to be doing something. Thats just me. Family. I love my family. Sure, we fight. But, thats just because we are all very similar. We are all stubborn and sarcastic. But, if you know my family, you love them too. They are good people, and fun as hell to be around. Some of my friends think that my parents aren't strict enough on me because I am pretty much allowed to do whatever I want. I can go anywhere I want, I cant stay the night where ever I want to. If I am going out to a party I dont feel the need to lie. I can tell my parents that I am going to be driking. There is one simple way to explain all of this. It can be explained with one simple word that is VERY important to me: TRUST. My parents trust me, as they should. I am a good kid, ask anyone, they will tell you. I have always been "the good one". School and my future are too important to me to go and fuck things up doing stupid shit. So, If I am driving I wont drink, not even a sip. Im not stupid... and I would never put myself in that situation. My family knows that. Thats what makes me love them so much, they can trust me. I know they care about my well-being, but at the same time, they allow me to make my own choices and live life the way I want to. They raised a good kid, and they know it. So, to them, I suppose I shall say Thank You! I love you, and miss you terribly every second of every day, I am sorry I dont make more time for you. Whats next? Oh, Friends. Well, I talk to a lot of people, and I have a lot of friends. But, there are very few I actually trust. And, those select few are the only ones that I truely truely care about. For them, I would do anything and give them anything. Who are they? Sarah Renee, Shena, William, Jeremy, Lauren, and Jeremy. You will constantly hear me refer to all of these people as my best friends, thats because they are. My friends outside of that group are still very important to me and I do care about them very much. There is just one little difference. I dont trust them as much. It is very hard for me to trust people and it takes a lot of work to get me to trust you. Thats one of the problems I have, I dont let people in very easily. Here is another thing people generally dont like about me. I am very easy to give up on people, things, and friendships. If for some reason I am to become close with a certain friend and then all the sudden they do something, anything, to piss me off or hurt me... I will very easily stop talking to them forever, and not have a second thought about it, usually. This is why: Like I said before, it is hard for me to get to the point where I actually do trust someone. When you have that trust and then you go and do something to hurt me. That trust has just been eliminated, gone, all of it. And therefore, if I have NO trust towards you whatsoever, there is really NO reason for me to continue talking to you. Ask my old best friends Nicole or Amanda, they will tell you. Haven't talked to either one in about two or three years, and I dont regret it, at all. Just the way it is, dont like it? Eh, I probably dont trust you enough to care anyways. That makes me sound like one of those people who canstantly say "I dont care what people think about me". Well, thats not true, at all. I do care, very much so in fact. When I first meet someone, and they dont like me, for no reason other than they dont like my personality... It bothers me, beyond belief. So, yes, I do care what people think about me. Evenetually I get over it if someone doesn't like me, but initially, it drives me crazy. And anyone who seriously tries to sit there and say that they dont care what people think about them is full of complete and utter shit, because EVERYONE cares what other people think of them. They just look like complete fucktards for trying to convince anyone of anything else. I am a student at MCC right now. (freshmen). I am starting out there, for financial reasons, then I am going to transfer to Michigan State, and hopefully get accepted into their veterinary program. Or, I might be moving to California. In which case I will be attending UC Davis, which also has a very good veterinary program. Still trying to decide on that one too. Dont really know what else to say, think I pretty much covered everything... Thats me, Thats my life. Work, family, friends, school, sleep. But, not in that order.
