My name is Colleen Marie Ahlgrim. THIS IS MY PAGE. I WILL DO AND SAY AS I PLEASE. I DO NOT CARE WHO'S FEELINGS I HURT. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT, DO NOT FUCKING READ IT! I'm married to the man of my dreams. No I will not be sleeping with you, so you can get that thought out of your head now.I love to go to the little hole in the wall dinner and bars. I lose myself in thoughts or just have a great time with friends and family.I love to instagate my son, getting him all types of wond up...Everyone else hate it!I love watching my kids sleep. I will go into their rooms at all hours of the night just to see them so peaceful.I drink way to much coffee, and I have to admit...I'm addicted.I like play fighting. I always end up getting hurt for real though...I like the thought of romance, but for the most part I guess it's not me.I will never look you in the eyes. I will look at your lips while you talk though.I love tattoos and piercings. I love the idea that they aren't concerned about what other people think of them...Though I very much can be.I love accoustic love songs and I am a sucker for anyone who is willing to sing to me. Honestly it has never happened. A girl can dream, right?I am not a lesbian, and I am not Bi-sexual. I can on the other had appreciate beauty in any form it comes in with out being ashamed!I am not a huge chocolate fan, but if I'm in the mood I have been known to drive and pick up a $50. box for no reason.I love to sit outside at night on someone elses car (Danielle) looking at the stars,talking to Brandon about nothing at all, until early in the morning!I love to be told I am beautiful when I just wake up and I'm really not in the least.I belive that everyone should have the right to love whom ever they fall in love with, regardless of what sex they happen to be.I love to be in the mist of an argument then with no warning, held close for no reason other then I mean something to you.I love staying in bed all day doing nothing, just to be close to Brandon.I love music and when I find a song I like, I tend to out play it to the point me and anyone else around me NEVER wants to hear it again.I hate to be alone... I hate the feeling of loneliness.I am a little to independent at times, and I hate to ask for help when I need it.I hate liers and sneaks. When I am your friend I trust you in full, no matter what anyone has to say until I have reason to do otherwise. When you lose my trust odds are slim to none of you regaining it.I am loyal to a tee with both my friends and family. I don't want any problems but if I belive it to be unavoidable, so be it...Then you'll have a reason for all the drama.I am know to speak before I think when it comes to anything I feel defencive over. I will hurt your feelings and make you feel bad about myself, I have made grown men cry. If you hurt me I will hurt you, intenchinal or out of anger...It will happen!I tend to be loud and obnoxious. Often times I don't know when to stop...This is why people love me or hate me 9 times out of 10. You dicide.If you don't like it, you can't say you haven't been warned. Then again, if you get to know me you may!"Sex could kill you... Do you know what the human body goes threw when you have sex? Pupils dialate. Arteries constrict. Core temperature rises. The heart races. Blood presure sky rockets, respiration becomes rapid & shallow. The brain fires bursts of electrical impulses from nowhere to nowhere & secretion spills out from every gland. Muscles tense & spasm like you're lifting 3x your body weight. It's violent. It's ugly. It's messy, & if God hadn't made it so unbeliveably fun, the human race would have died out aeons ago..." | View Show | Create Your Own THE BOONDOCK SAINTS! Is it dead!?"You don't mean to hurt me like you do, but it happens, it happens every time I start to get feelings for you, every time I want to take it further with you. Why must you always hurt me and prevent 'us' from ever happening?" I traced my fingertips once more over his lips before leaning down close to his mouth, but not kissing him yet. "You love me while you're awake, and just as much when you're asleep... I love you, only when you are sleeping," I said in a quiet voice, leaning closer to his lips and continuing in a whisper, "because I know you can not hurt me there." I lent forward and placed my lips softly against his, feeling a small tear roll out from under my closed eyelid and slide slowly down my cheek."center>"They didn't agree on much In fact they rarely agreed on anything They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday...but in spite their differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other" -The Notebook"You live under the delusion that you can fix everything that isn't perfect. You don't love, you need. Now your looking for your new charity case, that's why you're going out with me. I'm twice your age. I'm not great looking. I'm not charming, I'm not even nice. What I am is what you need. I'm damaged..." I would do this man, on the floor in front of my Mom!"I just want to die with a little dignity""There's no such thing. Our body's break down, Sometimes when we're ninty sometimes it's before we're even born but it always happens and there is never any dignity in it. I don't care if you can walk, see, or wipe your own ass. It's always ugly ALWAYS. We can live with dignity, we can't die with it!"