i'm ash..what else is there to know?..oh and boys, i'm wicked gay, so none of that hitting on me 'hey baby let me in your pants' type shit. if you're a down guy i'll talk to ya. girls..same thing...i'm just here for laidback mellow conversations......this is my sweetheart. ^_^.loveyoubabekora@ CherryTAP so now...lil'about me.i'm addicted to coffee and ciggarettes. i leave my peanut butter spoon in the sink. i hardly remember to put the cap back on the toothpaste eventhough i hate it when it is off. i tend to think about things way too often. sometimes i don't even think at all. i think my whole character is a flaw. i write off people easliy and sometimes it bites me in the ass. i think i'm a asshole when you first meet me. people think i'm an asshole when they first meet me. i'm quiet but loud and dorky when around the right person. i think i'm addicted to her hips. i'm madly in love but i don't know where it is going. i'm insecure but i put off like i'm the world. when i'm anxious i like to click pens or open and close my zippo even if it annoys people. i'm a writer. i like to consider myself to be a poet though i think all my shit is exactly that. i'm a painter with lack of discpline. should i say that i'm a horrible speller. i play guitar, probably not as much as i should or i would like to. i'm a night crawler.things seem so much better in the aftermath of street lights. i'm a music junkie. i will listen to anything and everything as long as there is some talent hidden in there. trumpet players are my downfall. bums on the street playing melancholy tones could make me cry. i've never owned anything of importance or stature. i feel as if i'm a fuck up at 21 years old but am willing to do anything to change it. i'm a bartender and i love it, but really how hard is it. i have two cats who are the sweetest things in the world. i drive around in a 92 caprice that is falling apart. i'm addicted to her eyes. i like to watch cartoons then turn around and watch underrated indie movies. i love the smell of the laundry room and i always sleep on the left side of the bed. i'm addicted to plain white tshirts. i know that i need to buy clothes. i hate shopping unless it is for music or guitars or art stuff. i hate buying things for myself and love buying things for other people. sometimes i put other people in front of me even if it's at my own compromise. i'm changing that at the moment. i tend to lay on concrete and stare at the sky for hours. there is something about the unknown that i'll never be able to touch that intrigues me. rambling is a must. i'll talk fast and stumble over my words when i'm trying to explain myself. i believe that it isn't the point itself, but in how you get to it that makes you interesting.orange soda. now see what can i say to justify the greatness of this particular beverage. i don't think i can so i shall leave you with the thought of why in the hell did i bring that up.MUSIC-bitches.livebreathe.OurLadyPeace, DashBoardConfessional, BrightEyes, TheFaint, TheGossip, TheUsed, DeathCabForCutie, SugarCult, StarSailor, FionaApple, CatPower, Sneaker Pimps, PaulOakenfold, Prodigy, KidneyThieves, StabbingWestWard, AlanisMorrisette, MotionCitySoundtrack, OkGo, TheThrills, TedLeoandTHePharmacists, Bush, TheDecemberists..............etc.