¢¾ I am simply put a walking contradiction, I am lost but found, happy but sad, out going but insecure. Get it? 'Cause I don't. I know I am not perfect but find myself to be perfectly flawed and I like it that way. I am very sarcastic, spontaneous, open minded, jaded, confident, cynical, happy, direct, honest, eccentric......... but the best word to describe myself as is UNIQUE, I enjoy being and individual.¢¼ I have a REALLY bad temper or so I am told, I see things in black or white, there are no shades of grey. So you can either be my best friend or worst enemy, should you become the latter I recommend that you stay FAR away from me. ♦ I am easily amsued but few things impress me. I love long conversations but tire from them easily, so one had better be interesting if they wish to hold my attention (gotta love A.D.D. eh!). I have a thing for all things random and weird, I bore easily, and conformity is just NOT my thing. There are enough mindless clones in this white collar world we live in and I simply refuse to become one of them! ¢À I value my friends and family more than anything even though I rarely see either of them anymore seemingly because I stopped drinking and became a hermit.... I went staright edge, WHAT!?!? hahah My friends are great though, I'd be more of a lost cause without them......... I ¢¾ you guys!!!!!!¢¾ I have finally met the one man who seems to get me, I love and adore him very much. Eric makes me happier than I have ever been. With him it's been an eXtreme life makeover, we live together, we have new pets together and are just counting down the months now until we get married!!!! ¢¼ I have many bad qualities or guity pleasures as I prefer to call them. I sing & dance in front of my mirror (the shower is just too normal), I use my middle finger excessivly and swear like a sailor, I also like to procrastinate as much as I can.♦ Pain is pleasure in most cases, more often than not. Never fear a little pain, for it is simply weakness leaving your body. That is a great mantra.¢ÀI love tattoos. I have some amazing ink work {some ugly too but that can be fixed}, 26 separate pieces to be exact, I'd say I am a true tattoo addict. One day I really will in all ways, literally have my heart on my sleeves, I kinda do now because of the sacred heart but yeah whatever. I got that for the most important person in my life, RIP. Alex, I miss ya and still love you with all my heart. I also have piercings, 13 of those, some are visible, some are not....... wonder where your mind just wandered to eh?hahahaha¢¾ I have 2 dogs: Meeko and Elvis, I also have 2 cats: Luc-i-Puss and Friskey2. They're my kids for now until I decide to have some of my own... Which if that should ever happen will be YEARS from now... ¢¼ I really hate fake poeple, yeah there are alot of them and guess what I hate them all. So because of this I tend to judge people from the moment they speak although I will give them a fair chance even if I know I'm no going to like them.♦ I find myself thinking alot, so yes I would define myself as somewhat over-analytical I guess. I get lost in my own thoughts, which depending on how one looks at it, it can either be an amaing thing or simply horrible.¢À I miss living in the country, it brings back good memories for me, even though the town is so small basically nobody has heard of it. For the time being however I am here in Montreal trying to figure out what I should do with my life and because of that I feel rather useless.¢¾I have trouble with first impressions, that being that I rarely manage to leave good one, most likely because I am painfully shy and yet somehow people manage to see that as arrogance. Maybe sometimes I do put on a bit of an attitude when I meet people but yeah I think everyone does, funny the facades we all put on really..