Don't really think that I have an idol honestly..so there is no reason to try and figure it out..If it happens to change that I idolize any one or anything then I'll let you know......On that note, I idolize my middle sister for her bravery and strength she has shown she has..she was recently diagnosed with Stage 4 breast cancer and it's spread to several spots in her body.she had endured losing her hair and strong chemotherapy treatments to try and rid of this bullshit..I felt honored and very emotional the day she asked me to cut her hair..I think that was the first real time I ever experienced anxiety,to a point of wanting to pass out. I felt lost for words cutting her red hair and watching day by day it falling out slowly..I have experienced a lot with her in good times and in bad,I stood beside her every step of the way.From watching her give birth to my nephew/godson, to seeing her being tattooed and pierced. And from fighting for her life when she was 16 years old from a car accident that nearly took her life and being hospitalized for a snake bite from a coral snake,but that didn't stop her love of snakes though..but she is here now at 41, she is fighting again. God only gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers..And for these reasons I idolize her..She is strong for all she has went through and walked out stronger then ever...I know that She will make it through.. So yes I do have an idol...and she is my sister ! I know we all have fought battles on our own time..sometimes when you have been through a Fucking curve ball at almost every stage of your life..you can't help but to be a Survivor on so many levels.