ashley...(ash-uh-lee) .i want to be something im not so bad that sometimes i just cant help but break down and cry .but never in front of people .im very conceited .im in love with myself accutially .im a camera whore...i love taking my own pictures and i love having my picture taken. i have blue contacts(grey now) .my eyes are naturally brown but thats boring .i dye my hair often and sometimes colors that i shouldnt .i enjoy school .poetrys a big deal to me...i love it...to read it or to write it .music well...without it id be a lost soul...hopeless and unsucesfull .i love every single one of my friends...they're all equally important to me.im with them all the time.literillay.(sp) .i get my nails done every 2 weeks becuase thats when im supposed to .i love my hands and my nails are just a acsessory to make them even greater .i live in a small town but have big dreams for myself .i dont generally let people see the real me.im very different inside .i do things youd never guess(no im not a meth head either) .i live with my father .my mothers dead..both of them .im also adopted .i do know my real sisters and all of my real family .im scared to fall in love but really its what i want most .im lost with out my cell phone .i do carry a purse .i have 4 peircings *ears once *belly button *lip *monroe .no tattoos...although maybe itll happen in the future .the only gum i chew is trident *watermelon splash and tropical twist only .im not really all that athletic .i dont like getting dirty and when you sweat its dirty .i dont really think im fat .but im deffently not super skinny .i wish.i dont like my body but i suppose im stuck with it .im short...and guys like it...so i deal with it .i dont look fourteen i dont think .i dont really hang out with kids my own age...most of the people i hang out with are older...as same as with the guys i date...which isnt very many .i find faults annoying .glasses are ugly .im sorry...i know im not perfect but i damn sure try .anyone who dosent care about their apperance to others is compleatly off theyr rocker .i dont really like ugly people...i know thats terrible but its me....they're nice enough i suppose...but not my type .my rooms odd .i love my hair even if you dont .my makeups odd and youll deal with it .so what if i smoke everyday.. i dont deal well with life...i have to get high...sorry .S.E. isnt the way to go but if it makes you happy then go for it dont judge me for it...i garentee you wont notice a difference in me .i talk alot of shit and yet i really couldnt do anything about it .the toaster scares me very bad when it pops and yet i wait for it everytime. .theres nothing wrong with gay people...my best friends gay and for all you people who think its wrong FUCK YOU! .im a hopeless romantic .i wish i could draw or have a talent of some sort .i like collect lotion...i like having stuff...just shit...alot of hair products and baubles..nail polish..makeup...