well....Ive been doing so well at my job.......or I think so, my boss even sent me flowers. but I make salary damn them! I can't work twenty four hours a day! what the hell do they think I am? I like spending at least a little time with my daughter and I mentioned this to my boss, wanna know what he said? 'I havent seen my kids since July' (he lives in PA, kinda) I was like wtf! I dont make enough money to sacrifice my life for this hellhole...so stuck between being a single parent, having a professional working schedule and attempting to have a social life, I am drained! this guy Ive had a physical fling with is getting pissed b/c I dont have time to spend with him! (thats a fuckin switch!) I told him when I met him that I was a busy girl.......did he think I was kidding??
god life sucks.......trying to get approved for my home mortgage (second time buying).......I have very little time to find a place now......I guess shit just falls from the sky when you really need an upper! that's god hating me a little bit more....
it seems that no matter what I do its-
damned if you do, damned if you dont!
i think i need a drink
