Well being back within the us borders is just ok. I miss him so much i know that. I am so happy he is taking me away for the holidays. I am now 18 so nothing is going to get in my way anymore. He buys me gifts, tells me im pretty all the time, lets me go shopping on his dime, paid my cell bill that i managed to run up to ver 500.lol. When i went to vegas i didnt have to stay in crap ass motel i stayed in a condo owned by him. But really i love him for him all by his self. I dont need anything but him. I miss traveling with him i went to italy in july it was amazing i had never been anywhere out of tx let alone italy!. So i am hoping to be with him again soon all of u have a super day though love......me.