I am a wild and crazy guy.. I am a professional fighter!! and a Telecommunications Engineer...Married to a beautiful lady with 3 kiddos...Sorry ladies..This guy is taken.. I will talk shit with the best of them...but She has my heart.....Anything else ya wanna know.. just ask

Oh yea.. I like to write..so from time to time I will add different writings to my page depending on how I feel...

Below are two from the other day

Random Writings from me





A Peek Inside



Hiding behind a mask,
The real me resides
Is this something you can still see,
or do I dare not ask?

I want to be someone who is proud,
with character beyond reproach.
However, I have learned to hide,
behind the scares of my heart.

I know that I cannot be perfect,
But perfection is often over-rated
I just want to be me,
Full of life and love to give.

Many tasks will I fail,
Many memories I will make.
Just know that thru it all
My intentions were never faked.

To have a peek inside my soul
Is for but a few
Who know me well enough
To know that I am true

For whatever life brings my way
I will learn from it all
And if you stay with me thru good and bad
You just might get a peek at the real inside



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A Love Like Never Before
Ashley Rivers

I love you in a way
that no words can describe
you hold a special place
in my existence.
You make up for the wrongs
helping me to forget the past
and move on from those hurts.
You've always been a friend
someone I could count on
for anything and everything.
Now we've decided to move
to that next level
the one that seemed so far.
But I know as long
as I have your hand to hold
we'll make it just fine.
Maybe we were intended
to stay just friends
but now that I have tasted your kiss
the desire is strong within.
I don't want to let go
I want to try and make this work
The more serious level of us
where caring is important
and trust is demanded.

I've always loved you
but now it is different
it is strong, more secure
it radiates in my smile
and twinkles in my eyes.
Is it possible to love as I have never loved before?


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2 years ago.. I met a guy that had recently lost his wife in an auto accident..We became very good friends..almost brothers...a few months ago.. I think is the 1st time that I had seen the softer side of him.. in fact.. I think it was perhaps the 1st time that he had mourned properly for his wife.. I felt compelled to write this for him.. I don't know why.. but I did.. after reading it.. he stated that it helped him very much to see what he needed to do in life...NE way.. here it is..


Exist Only in My Mind
By Ash 2007


Ripped from time
Torn away from our existence
Fading are memories of yesterday
Never to be in tomorrow

Life is nothing without you
I have tried and cannot bear
The thought of carnage around you
As you sleep so peacefully

A tear in your eye
Sadness coming from your heart
I could not protect you
As I promised I would
But I will gladly trade my life for yours

God has given me a chance to make it right
Our babies will grow to know you
I have made it my life’s work
They will be loved like I was you

I shall do my best to protect them
To teach them and make them strong
For us to see them grow old
Is now my life’s goal
To see them experience a love
Like ours is all I ask
To see them happy
And have children of their own


I WILL ADD MORE AS TIME PERMITS..ENJOY THE READ....