like i said a friend is not suppose to stab you in the heart even though i get it you have a feeling of the what if's but you always ended up screwed and me trying not tell i told you so it breaks my heart you wait to the last minute thinking i be okay no i be okay if you would of told me two weeks ago so again i end up hurt and on the back burner one day i'm going decided maybe your not worth it cause it sucks on how i feel right now i've been there for when others wouldnt or didnt want to i treated you better then a girlfriend would after time and time again i told you tell me straight up it wouldnt be as bad but your scared to hurt my feelings you hurt my feelings more waiting almost to the last minute or after shit happens we had our back and forths but friends we stayed i still think you dont know what you want cause you hear what sounds good that those bitches tell to make you drop everything and do things for them and what they need and what bout you!?!?! But some reason a friend i will stay but this time when it smacks you in the face i will tell you I TOLD YOU SO and YOU NEVER LEARN or LISTEN!!!!!! i fell better i vented this is just a vent blog this pertains to no one on fubar but someone in my world& a close friend of mine!