The Past Years
How often I have tried to tell the ways
the words always there yet never coming out
we began as friends
we grew to be best friends
over time we became mates
then we were married
our daughter is a most beautiful angel
our pets they depend upon us
always having a home for our family
one mind, one body, one soul, one heart!!!
falters, sumbles, fails...
happiness dims while sadness grows
barriers put up where none should ever be
distrust spreads like a cancer
poluting our hearts and our minds
spirits wavering on the verge of collapse
falling into a bottomless dark abyss
darkness surrounds you, smothers you
suffocating you, cant breathe
wanting, needing, pleading
surrender to the sorrow
let it embrace you like a blanket
two minds, two bodies, two souls, two hearts!
something important is missing
searching for purpose, looking for meaning
wanting peace of mind
broken, battered, bleeding
love is lost without you holding my heart
rock bottom seems so far above me
pain is the only feeling of release
no one sees the hurt you feel all alone
hiding behind a facade of false truths
she welcomes a new nail to pierce my shell
he hurts you more than I can
three minds, three bodies, three souls, three hearts!!!
a ray of hope shines brightly in the distance
a written word to to control ones destiny
routes to self enforced happiness and joy
proff that I am in control
friendships blossom and bloom
smiles come easier to those in need
laughter heals some wounds
love heals those deeper scars
a single entity to bear itself
it is said that thoughts become things
wishing her the best is so hard
while wanting more than I have
finally I have more than I ever wanted
two minds, two bodies, two souls, two hearts!!!
