Never
A sinking feeling fills your heart
Anger and confusion takes over
Pain so intense you cry out in anguish
Tears blur your vision
as the heartache fills your soul
It wasnt suppose to hurt this bad
It wasnt suppose to matter
You knew from the start it wasnt meant to be
Could never happen,Could never matter
So why does it hurt
Why does it matter
You said you were strong that you can deal
You build walls that remove your chance to be hurt
But those walls were lowered in a blink of an eye
And you were left naked to the pain
Rejection feeds ur doubts making you question everything
Regret shows in your eyes as you lash out
Why did you have to fall for him
You should have protected yourself
You should have never lowered those walls
Free
You sit alone among flickering candles
Their glow reflects off your still frame
You tilt your head back as the feelings wash over you
Conviction fills your soul
You know what you must do
You know has to be done
Relief consumes your troubled soul
Free from pain
Free from rejection
You know how to end the torment
Soft sounds fill the quiet night
What a perfect night to die
You think to yourself
A gentle warmth embraces you
as you caress the cold steel
a gentl smile lights up your face
You whisper goodbye into the night
as the cold steel pierces your skin
Honesty
Honesty is something you feel is your right
The only thing true and just in an otherwise cruel world
But what if that honesty is something you dont wanna hear
How would you react
How would you deal
Would you rant and rave
or scream and cry
Would you listen
Honesty is something you have to listen for
under every word ,every feeling lies a grain of truth
Honesty can be good
Honesty can be bad
and it can also be painful
They always say the truth hurts or the truth can be as painful as a lie
I never believed that until now
The truth hurts like a stab to your heart
Do you still want Honesty
Confusion
Rejection,Betrayel
I want to know why
Deception,Cruelity
How could you do this
Depression,Anguish
How can i want you
Anger,Confusion
The love i had for you is freely given
Darkness.Lust
The pain is to much to bear
Rage,Hatred
Ill make you pay
Broken,Lifeless
You crushed my heart and soul
Revenge Determenation
It wasnt suppose to end this way
These are all the emotions you made me feel
Desire,Loyality
I will always love you no matter the pain you have caused me
Devotion,Love
I will always wait for you
