For a long time I didnt know what I had.
Taking you for granted
Not approving of all of your actions,
But at the time I was only a child.
And as the old folks say When I was a child
I thought as a child, I spoke as a child,
But when I became an adult I put childish things away.
So as I grew up I forgave you for those things that I couldnt understand.
Growing closer and closer to you not knowing that our time was growing short.
You showed me how a real man is supposed to stand up and take responsibilities of his actions.
And for this I love you.
You showed me what a real man is supposed to do and how he is supposed to take care of his family.
And for this I love you.
You were the first physical man that ever accepted me and loved me.
And for this I love you.
You were the first physical man that I ever loved in return.
And for this I love you.
No one could ever replace you although some have tried.
But they just dont understand the role or the shoes that they must fill.
Its been 4 years but the pain still feels like yesterday.
I know that with God on my side the pain will seize and that one day we will be reunited.
I love you Daddy!
RIP Feb 18, 1963 - Jan 28, 2008