Im me and thats all there is to knoe about me The scar will become a symbol and Joker will be that symbol because the physical Joker that you see in front of you will one day die, but the spiritual Joker will never die. I will not die. I will not die. Joker, the Angelic Diablo, will not die." ~The Joker~ I am the unseen, unheard scream of the world. Thought to be dark, cold hearted, and insane. Maybe all so, but I believe I'm genious. Not with book knowledge, and the brain wash jibber jabber taught in schools. But with all the sense I can make out of this life we live. Through all the static I see things that not all do. There are some who share my wisdom, and those of you who do I seek! Soul searching... looking for something more spiritual then most can offer. When first meeting me I am quiet. Sometimes mistaken for shyness. I use to be very out going. The center of the crowd, class clown if you will. Now I would rather be found, searched for, by real people. Not those of you who are trapped in the worlds lies and caught up in mainstream and what society says, and generations before you have created. If you have an interest in me, trully, I will see it and I will open. I just want to make sure you will respect me and my individuality..my views. I've lived in my darkness for a long time now. I have been searching for the light, and now that I believe it is found, rather then rushing it and having my bulb burst, or having it blind the world. I would rather charge it, and figure out a way to enlighten the world without ruining my one chance I believe I have. I'm very upfront, very honest. Loyal as a dog, and if betrayed I will bite back. I love helping people, I'm very generous. I have been walked over many times in my life. Especially by women. I have put my life into their hands many times, with promises of the world and have been given it all back in many pieces. I was raised by my mom who is an elder lady herself and raised in a very proper time, so I do know how to treat a women. In these times I don't know if such a thing still exsists. My search yet continues for someone who will stand by my side and be there with me through this journey in life. I love solving problems, hearing your drama. Answers come easily to me. I can normally answer any question, even if the answer is to a question you didn't realize you were asking. I have a very sick sense of humor. I am sensitive, and do know how to hide it. I have been called a catalyst. I'm a very fast learner, and can adapt to any situation, good at everything I do. I don't believe in doing a half ass job with anything.