i left you for himi let him gohe gave me his heartwere did it goi thought i loved himi think i doeveryday i think of himeveryday im with youi cant let himbut i dont wanna lose youyour so good to mealtho he was tooyou gave me your heartbut now i dont wanna hurt youyou want him out of my lifebut i told you me n him were threwi dont wanna lose himi dont wanna lose youyou both have my heartbut i can only have one of youME...1I AM THE MOST STRAIGHT FORWARD PERSON U'LL MEET2I AM A FEMALE SO YES I HAVE DIFFERENT PERSONALITIES3IM DIFFERENT(MEANING...)I DONT STICK W/ JUST ONE GROUP OF PPL THAT SO STUPID WHEN THERE ARE PLENTY OTHA PPL OUT THERE YOU COULD BE FRIENDS WITH TOO4I DONT LISTEN TO PPL THAT TALK BULLSHIT...THERE PUSSYS5IM IN LOVE W/ MY MAN...HE MEANS ALOT TO ME CONSIDERING WHAT WE'VE BEEN THREW THEY PAST MANY DAYS...6IF YOU ASK ILL TELL....to my love...of all the shit you hear, of all tha drama thats been going on, you stuck by my side, you didnt leave me, beside me you stood, holding my hand, willing to what ever you can cuz all you want is to just be my man, we lost what we had once, i dont wanna make it twice, i want to really try and make us work out, from the time you told me you loved me i knew that know matter what we have to go through you'll do what you can to keep us together, when the drama went down, between you n him you kept ur cool, i dont think less of you for that, i neva could, it takes a real man to do what you did. i love you even more for that, your my baby, my love, my boo!! if theres ne question about how u think i feel, i want you to know ill neva lie...it'll always be the truth, ur best thing ive come across, this poem is to let you know i love you!!.... MANY PEOPLE:1JUDGE ME B4 THEY GET TO KNOW ME2UNDERESTAMATE ME3IN MY FAMILY THREATEN TO DO SUM FUCKED UP SHIT4SAY THERE OVA U N NEVA REALLY BE5MAY CALL YOU NAMES BUT IF HE LOVES YOU LIKE HE SED HE'LL APPOLOGIZE6WILL SAY YOU CHOOSE THE WRONGE GUY...N ILL TELL THEM THEY ARE WRONG7WILL START SHIT BECAUSE IF THEY CANY HAVE YOU NOONE CAN8WONT STEP IN WHE HE HITS YOU AND HOLD BACK UR CURRENT B/F IN DA HOUSE FROM CUMMIN OUTSIDE...9DIE!!THINGS THAT ANNOY ME....1.WHEN PPL LOOK ALL OVA DA ROOM FER DA REMOTE, WHEN THEY COULD CHANGE THA CHANNEL BY HAND2WHEN PPL FINA IT A TENDACY TO REPEAT THEMSELVES OVA N OVA...I HATE IT3TOO MANY PPL TRYIN TO TALK AT ONCE N TRYIN TO OVA TALK EACH OTHA...GAAWWDD..PPL GET A GRIP!!IT REALLY REALLY ANOYS ME TO BE TOLD NO!!I LOVE QUOTES....HERE ARE PLENTY... There’s one thing a quote does that nothing & no one else can do: it can become a part of you. You may never meet the person who said it, but that person is now a companion. Quotes help you get over pain... feel loved...make you smile & laugh & help you through those tough days when you think no one else knows what you're going through. 10 shaking fingers trace my 9 fading scars. They run over the 8 new open wounds. Within 7 minutes, I start losing my sight, & 6 times I almost blacked out. 5 more minutes & I know I'll be gone. The 4 pillows propping me up start to fall. 3 tears slip down my cold cheeks from 2 red eyes. But after all is said & done, 1 more chance would have killed me faster. I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I’ve ever had You’d never suspect her to come home and cry you’d never suspect her to be dying inside would you suspect your best friend to cut things are not always as they appear to be I don’t need a reason to kill myself I need a reason not to Lines on my wrist cracks in my heart when you left me my world fell apart You may think you see who I really am but you'll never know me [mulan] Lets turn up the radio and pretend life doesn’t exist Suicide looks better every day and every day it gets harder to resist Well she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention Sitting on her bed blade pressed against her wrist and suddenly she thought how did it come to this? And nobody would have guessed what went on inside her head Her eyes shed tears, her lips scream fears, & nobody knows the pain she feels. Things don't get better; you just get used to them Do you ever jump to the phone cause you're praying that ONE person is calling? Well, do you know what it feels like to be let down every time? I never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who would’ve known? If you apologize one more time, I swear I’ll cut you down & throw you to the ground. I wont accept these words that are killing me & if you don’t mind, then I wont mind, I’ll just die here quietly. Sometimes when I say 'oh I'm fine' I want someone to look me in the eyes and say 'tell the truth' I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart, its hard to go on with this broken heart I tell you everything going through my head and you just say, "it's ok, I know how you feel" no, you don't know anything about how I feel. Explain to me, angel. Why don’t you speak? Nod, & shrug, I’ll end your night for you with a bottle of vodka & pills. That’ll put you out for now, while I’ll sip tea, & dream of your decaying corpse. Oh, did I forget? The poison slipped down your throat, around your body. Death could be gorgeous, watching you squirm in regret; now you're sorry? Darling, don’t bother. I pray that I stop breathing now to make this go away; & I pray that I stop living now so tomorrow cant shatter today. I dedicate this death to all those who failed to see why it happened, & how I hope that yours will amount to nothing more. one can't complain. I have friends. Somebody spoke to me only yesterday. * Eeyore * It does not do to dwell on dreams & forget to live. * Harry Potter * don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything, but I’d go through hell for you. * Blink182 * hopes now seem hopeless. Dreams truly don't care. Knowing that you will never be there. Patience is short. & Trust will be gone. Whenever I see you two running along. Love is cut short. & Cares pushed away. Especially when I know you won't love me that way. So shatter the glass. Rip me apart. It’s not like it hurts. Since you've already broken my heart I stopped believing in Santa Claus when I was six. Mother took me to see him in a department store & he asked for my autograph. * Shirley Temple * Dear Santa Claus, How have you been? Did you have a nice summer? How is your wife? I have been extra good this year, so I have a long list of presents that I want. Please note the size & color of each item, & send as many as possible. If it seems too complicated, make it easy on yourself; just send money. How about tens & twenties? * Sally; A Charlie Brown Christmas * Christmas Day; Every person, full of love. Yet, one lonely girl standing alone. Waiting for someone to spend it with I know I'm not in love & I don't need couples under the mistletoe to remind me. & If I make it through today, Will tomorrow be the same, Am I just running in place... & if I stumble & I fall, Should I get up & carry on... Will it all just be the same... * Good Charlotte * When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her head. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of question, she's wondering how long you'll be around. When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. when a girl stares at you, she's wondering why you're lying. when a girl lies on your chest, she is wishing you'd be hers forever. when a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. when a girl says "I love you", she means it more than anything else. when a girl says that she can't live without you, she made up her mind that you're her future. when a girl says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that. watching you walk out of my life, doesn't make me bitter or cynical about love. it only makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along. I don't wanna think, I wanna feel. * Pearl Jam * you don't get to choose how you're going to die. or when. you can only decide how you're going to live. You can't hold on, If he needs to walk away As hard as it is, you can't beg him to stay You can't hold him down, try as you may But sometimes life isn't easy, & things just won't go your way So hold your head up, be thankful & pray Rejoice for the times he gave you, & remember if it's meant to be...He'll come back for you some day Another cutter, Another freak, Another dork, Another geek, Another prep, Another jock, Another whore, & more punk rock, Another hater, Another "G", Another scar they put on me. Another label that happens to fall when no one really knows the person at all. Does it hurt to know we haven’t talked in days?` Does it hurt to know we cant look at each other without looking away? Does it hurt to know that everything we had as friends is slipping away?' The most terrible pain of all can come from love, yet no one wants to live without it There was a girl I used to know, but I haven’t seen her in a while. she was beautiful, smart, confident, free-spirited. she could turn an uneasy silence into a conversation. she could turn tears into laughter, her bright eyes could light up a room & give comfort & hope. she could make you smile just like that, & she could even make you cry, just like that. she felt like she could change the world, paint it different colors. she could conquer anything. she believed in fairy tales, dreams, & love. until that day, when he took his love away. her smiled faded & turned to tears, & now that the tears have run dry she feels empty. lonely, even though she's not alone. her pride has faded, her hope seems lost. she doubts herself, no longer feels worthy or beautiful. now the silence is her own. her eyes have dulled, her laugh is forever changed. the colors she tries to paint are now dried up & gray. her dreams have disappeared, her fairy tale is just a memory that's long gone. all cuz he took his love away. I miss that girl, I wonder if she'll ever be the same? You know I used to spend every day thinking about you & dreaming about you, & every time you walked by I lost myself, do you know what that feels like? & you couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look I'm sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don’t miss the way you never looked at me * Dawson's Creek * Love, life, it's all the same, the falling is easy it's getting up that's a pain I've tried my hardest to forget it, but a broken heart is murder for the soul. No thanks to you...I'm scared to fall in love again. First of all, you broke my heart when I expected you to be the last one to do it. & now I'm left with my heart broken & in pieces & you don't even bother to notice. It's sad cuz all along I thought you knew me better than everyone else...but now I am starting to wonder if you even knew me at all. While you gave her flowers, you gave me thorns. While all she did was smile, all I did was mourn. While she was happy, I felt so blue. cuz while you loved her, I was loving you This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends & nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks & their personalities & their actions cuz it must be that they’re are doing something wrong. the truth is, we hide so we can be found. we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away our tears & we let our hearts get broken to see who will come & fix them They'll look at each other, Exchange glances, But don't talk to one another cuz they're afraid of taking chances I want a guy that will come up behind me & wrap his arms around me I want a guy that will whisper things in my ear that no one else should know I want a guy that cares for me & about me, I want a guy who walks down the hallway & ignores everything else but me I want the guy who's eyes just make me stop everything else & think of him & I want the guy that is always going to be there for me & I want the guy who always reminds me what I mean to him I hate the way you can push me to the limits with the things you do, then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again and i forget every little reason why I was mad. Don't say you love me unless it's true because I might do something stupid like believe you. let's be forever -- just you&&me Theres a sparkle in your eye that only i see, and theres a place in your heart where only i wanna be. Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you.... but trusting them not to. I hate it how I don't talk to you in about a month but then all of a sudden you talk to me again and it`s like as if nothing happened & i slowly start falling for you all over again. i really think i'm gonna go anti-love because skipping heartbeats and butterflies in your stomach can't be safe. I Freakin LOVE HATE you