36 Year Old
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Female
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From San Antonio, TX·
Invited by: Cham·
Joined on October 27, 2007
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Born on November 10th
16
- My name is Alyssa, do NOT get it wrong or i WILL kick you in ur mouth. - I think too much. - I ask LOTS of questions, many of them are very random and i say many random things. - I do not really make sense only to those who know me as well as they could. - Do NOT try to understand me, it is not gonna happen. - I do not care what people think of me. - I do what I want and if that upsets you, it is really not my problem. - I do not have any self-confidence nor do I believe in myself. - I do not accept compliments only on certain or special occasions. - I do not dress up for anybody; I do not see a point in it. - I do not wear makeup; it is too much of a hassle. - I have been told that i have high standards for beauty. - It is very rare for me to keep saying your gorgeous unless you have true natural beauty like a few of my heroes do. - I often keep to myself. - I prefer to be a loner. - I prefer to be mysterious. - I prefer to be unknown. - I am a bit of a MASOCHIST and a bit of a SADIST. - I am prolly the most insecure person you will ever meet. - I may not seem like it at first, but i really am. - I am VERY embarrassed of my body. -People say i should not be but i am. - I often feel inadequate when around others but i try not to let it show. - I am a very envious person. - I love my family and friends to death. - They mean everything to me. - i spend waaayyyyyy too much time at home. - i spend waaayyyyyy too much time on the computer. - i spend waaayyyyyy too much time sleeping. - i spend waaayyyyyy too much time watching tv/movies - i'm wasting my life away. - you know that saying "live each day as if it was your last"?... yeah i don't live my life to the fullest. - i'm pathetic i know. - i hate when people do stupid things. - i hate when stupid people annoy me. - i hate when stupid people bother me. - i hate stupid people in general. [**which is pretty bad cuz that's the majority of the population**] - i hate that i alwayz seem to fuck everything up. - i hate being left out. [**makes me feel more alone than i already do**] - affection is enjoyed. - attention is appreciated. - drinking is fun. - inebriation makes me very entertaining... - i like to act like a little kid. - i like to go trick or treating. - i like shoelaces. - i like stars. - i like faeries. - i like pink. - i like black. - i like to read. - i like to play pool... but i suck at it. - i like to dance... but i suck at it... - i like black roses. [**actually i like dead roses, that way they can't die on you**] - i like looking at the sky, whether its daytime or nighttime, cloudy or clear, rain or shine. - i like to reminsce. - if you see me smiling with no obvious reason, i'm prolly thinking about something/someone that happened and i'm reminded of how i felt about it. - i love food. - if i had to choose between food and sex... i honestly don't know which one i would pick. - i'm a loser... and what?!?! - music is what keeps me going. - friends are what keep me going. - love is what keep me going. - happiness is what keep me going. - i wish i could meet the WOMAN of my dreams. - i wish i could meet the MAN of my dreams. - "flattery will get you nowhere"... most people don't know how true this is!!!! - i'm pretty sure i've made your life worse than it already is... - i hate taking pictures. - wait lemme rephrase that... i hate being the subject of a photograph, i love being the photographer!!!! - i don't believe in destiny. - i don't believe in fate. - i don't believe in horoscopes... though some can be freakishly true! - i do believe in soul mates. - i do believe in true love. - i do believe in forever. - i hate mirrors. - i would much rather be called beautiful than hott any day. - i enjoy kissing. [**kisses on the cheeks**] [**kisses on the forehead**] [**kisses on the neck**] [**kisses on the lips... there all good**] - i have absolutely NO PROBLEM sticking my tongue down your throat. - no amount of alcohol could ever convince me to screw one of the ugliest people i know is ridiculously in love with me. - call me shallow, but looks really do have an impact on a relationship. [**i tried the whole dating juz for personality thing and that was a HUGE mistake**] - i'm mexican ..... and i can't swim. - don't take my sarcasm seriously... if you do, you'll hate me. [**but don't worry, you'll be one of many**] - i would cut my heart right outta my chest if you juz asked me to. - LOVE is overrated. - THE BIBLE is overrated. - RELIGION in general is overrated. - MARRIAGE is overrated. - SEXUAL INTERCOURSE is overrated.... and not all that its cracked up to be. - SEXUALITY is overrated. - VIRGINITY is overrated. - SMOKING is overrated. - i'm not at all subtle. - you should be glad you'll never live a day in my life. - being blunt is fun... it also freaks people out. - there is no such thing as a utopia. - reality tv is bullshit. - i had a dream you were mine..... too bad it'll stay a dream. - i cry alot. - i'm really emotional. - makeup blows. - i don't think i'll ever make an impact on the world. [**but i do hope i made an impact on YOUR world**] - i'm glad your joy is my pain... but i think that's juz my masochistic characterisitics coming out and showing themselves. - there IS such a thing as too many diamonds. [**i like to keep things simple**] - i am hollow without the ones i love. - no one can ever help me. - its quite easy to catch me off guard. - i get embarrassed quite easily... it honestly does not take much. - the best thing you could give someone is a big bear hug and a kiss on the cheek. - i think the majority of my actions or things i do are fucked up in someway. - disaster is my life. - i'm pretty sure my presence disturbs you. - i don't lie... i juz tell people what they wanna hear...
36 Year Old
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Female
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From San Antonio, TX·
Invited by: Cham·
Joined on October 27, 2007
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Born on November 10th
Interests
movies // music // friends // sleeping // tv // CORSETS [FUCK YEAH! I HAVE ONE NOW!!!! =D ] // playing pool // being crazy // food // candy // hugs // KISSING // writing // reading // puzzles // long nails // guitar hero // GIRLS > BOYS // GIRLS = BEAUTIFUL // craziness
Music
emo, screamo, hardcore, alternative, classic, punk rock
Movies
TOO MANY TO NAME
Idols
FROM MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE: GERARD WAY, MIKEY WAY, AND FRANK IERO, KRISTIN KREUK, ORLANDO BLOOM, JOHNNY DEPP, KEIRA KNIGHTLEY, THE AMAZING MINDFREAK CRISS ANGEL, ALEXA DAVALOS AND PARKER POSEY