now i need to rate a ton of pages and get a TON i mean a TON of points, lol

need to find me 2 more pets

freezing my booty off!!

Watching Rush Hour....too funny!!

Woke up too early. Morning to my fufriends.

I'm so tired of being afraid. The smallest shadow or oddest sound and I am scared, scared its him. I want it all to go away. I want everything to go back to normal.

i really need rates and fans to level up. thanks for the help! much lovins!! xoxo

headed outside to enjoy a hot cup of coffee in the beautiful temps. love the early morning!! then watch game of thrones for a bit. wanna say HI! hit me up on Y! IM my id is pondering_always

well my hotspot just aint dong so well. having to fight too much to get anything to work right. i'll check back later. i gotta skeedaddle anyways!! much luvins to you all!! xoxo

Fixing to go shower, need some help washing my back, any volunteers, lol!!

short, fast, busy weekend. missed my fubar friends. gonna try to catch up with everyone after work tomorrow. much love headed off to bed, gotta be in at 4 am.

home from work relaxing. almost burnt my eye but got lucky and the burn is judt to the lower lid. gonna relax with ice on my eye. wanna day hi, then plead hit me up on yahoo messenger; pondering_always ... hugs n kids yall

Off work again today. If ypu wanna say hi find me on messenger, if you're on my friends list here that is. pondering_always

Using my mobile hotspot for a little while, so I might be kind of slow to respond. Be patient, much love from me to you...HAPPY HUMP DAY!!!

Good Morning All, Today is a New Day!

thought today was going to be a good day. but it is a struggle. i wish the thoughts and pain that he caused would just leave me alone.

playing alone is no where near as fun or satisfying as not being alone.

Bad dreams of what he did woke me up! Wish they would go away. Going to try and go back to sleep. If I wasn't alone maybe I wouldn't be scared anymore and the bad dreams would go away!

So worn out from work that I need strong hands to rub and massage me all over! Any volunteers, lol?

So worn out from work that I need strong hands to rub and massage me all over! Any volunteers, lol?