Need 500 fubar kegs for achievement if anyone feeling generous woohoooo finally the weekend. Need I say more? LOL once again, way past my bedtime. hope they have a sale tomorrow, want to run some stuff this weekend just to help out my amazing family. nite nite n sweet dreams just ate 2 plates so full of food it was enough to feed 5 people, oink oink oink, LMAO. Only need 61 billion between now and midnight fu time to level today. like thats really gonna happen, LOL. Sorry I havnt been around much last couple days. worked 12 hours days. after dinner last night my ole butt was snoozing, LOL I know its a bit late to be fixing a big meal, but I worked 12 hours today, lunch was at noon. and I'm hungry darnit, LOL.so I'll be Hear n there cooking n such. First day on my new job went pretty well except for the fact I was to excited and anxious to sleep last night. Bet I dont have any trouble sleeping tonight though, LOL. heading off to start my new job, wish me luck. I'm excited but nervous too. woooohoooo got a new job, start Monday morning, 2 bucks an hr more to start than I was making, doing the same thing I've been doing. I'm so excited. Sorry I havnt been around much this week, life happens. Another love taken to the grave, another one goes right down the drain. I keep making all the same mistakes, running out reasons I can blame. Thought I had a heart of gold, everything I touch turns to stone. Is it my fault I always end up alone. Maybe I'm just difficult, maybe I'm impossible. Maybe I'm just one step over the edge or one foot out the door. Maybe I'm emotional to much to handle. Or maybe I'm just Unlovable 💔 Nothing left to say. I tried, I gave my everything. Sorry I wasnt good enough 💔 The moment that you left me, my heart was split in two. One side was filled with memories, the other side died with you. I often lay awake at night, when the world is fast asleep. And take a walk down memory lane, with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you is easy, I do it every day. But missing you is a heartache that never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart, and there you will forever remain. Life goes on without you, but it will never be the same 💔 I dont let people in often, if I tell you you're my friend, that means alot. If I tell you I love you, know that it is not just a phrase or expression. Know that I actually love you in the best and most honest ways I know how too. If I love you know that I'm not just here for the pretty parts and the happy days. I am here for the rought and the bad days. I am here, no matter what. Will always love you, will always be here for you, no matter what. Back n forth, cooking dinner. Or as a certain someone once said, thats not dinner, thats a feast. Yeah well I'm hungry, LOL. Nobody understands how much I love and miss you. I miss how much we used to talk, the way it made me feel every time I got a message from you. I still wake up thinking of you each day. You are the last thing I think of when I go to bed at night. I miss when something good happens, because your the one I want to share it with. I miss you when I'm troubled, because your the one who takes away all my fears. I miss you when I cry, because only you can wipe away my tears. You are always on my mind and forever in my heart. Would gladly give the world n all, to make a brand new start. I love you J.L.L. nothing nor anyone ever gonna change that. A person who truly loves you will never let you go or give up on you, no matter how hard the situation is. Cooking mothers day dinner for my mom and dad, be here n there. Yes I cook, and clean, do
dishes, laundery, scrub toilets, sweep and mop floors, what ever needs to be done, I can do it, LOL. Always love and respect your mother. She loves you like no other. |