Going to be a while before I am in again. I have decided that I am not allowed to love and be loved so I am giving up on it since it is now affecting my sense of humor and attitude.

I am thinking about giving up on love because this is getting to be too much. I have only met maybe 5 or 6 men in 10 years and the best thing that has happened is after the meet they tell me they enjoy meeting me but I never hear from again. This is no way to even know what happened. Maybe I am too comical, maybe the attitude of if I can bright up the day of someone with the thickness of a piece of paper it is good. I don't know because I can never get an answer so that is all I am left with. Yes I admit I don't always smile while I am alone because things to make others laugh or smile are always running through my head even though when it comes a good time to use this I end up going with the first comical thing that comes to mind. I have the attitude and humor that made my birth mother believe she is younger than me, only lasted a few seconds but I remember her telling me that she was my mother so she has to be older then me.

I am very seriously considering giving up on finding someone. I am getting older and still continue to be single and since there is nothing I can do to change this, I think it is time to give it up. I am alone way more then with another person so even if I do find a mate it is not going to last cause men I seem to find want to do nothing but cheat, fight, argue and be the only one with the say. Sorry but I don't want that crap. I want real and true.

Feels weird to be back in here. Trying to return to this slowly had a lot of problems since I was last on.

Been away for nearly three years, just moved out of a place where the WIFI rarely worked even though it was included in rent but I am working on things for now, will take a while to get everything caught up.

I moved to IL almost 3 years ago and have had a lot of problems since. I have just moved to a place where WIFI seems to work so I am trying to get back in here. Please be patient with me I am single and now live in a suburb of Chicago called Robbins IL looking and hoping to find a better place. I have a very poor outlook anymore on relationships but my humor is as good as ever. I feel what good is love if it never works out. Friendships and trying to brighten someone's day even the thickness of a piece of paper are good.

I am told that not all men are the same, how can that be when every man you meat does the exact same thing! what makes it worse is never hear a reason for why. I am done. one more try and I am giving up

I am not fully back at the moment, but getting things ready for when I am able to come back in. I have just finished a photography course on line and have had lots of back and neck pain.

I have gone 138 days without a cigarette, just finished an online photography course and waiting for the graduation package and diploma. I am still having lots of back and neck problems and causing headaches and my arms to go numb.

Still working on quitting smoking, should be a few more days then I will quit. Neck pain has been so bad that I can't handle looking at things, hard to even hold my tablet let alone read and type. Seems like the neck is getting worse. The way the neck is I am getting lots of headaches, my arms get numb and pain in the neck and back.

I have to quit smoking for a month before they will do the other scans and surgery on my nick.

I go in tomorrow to find out when surgery is going to happen, and all that goes with that. Sorry I am not on much any more

I have just found out that I have a slipped disk in my back, not sure where just yet but I am seeing a doc on Tuesday and will know more. I have not been feeling well so I have not been on here, I will come back soon when I am feeling better.

Need to find one more person running big bang as soon as possible think I have finally figured it out

I don't know what is what here. Some one told me that I need to like someone rate ten pics and leave a comment in order to get the things needed to level up other then the points, well I have done this to three people running big bang things and still not a single thing showing that I have achieved even one of the two things needed to level up.

Who is running big bang powerups today

Thanks all made it to 57, need to get the double bang and not sure what that is now, help is needed here. I will be back shortly need to take my dog out.

Looking for 3 more bling at 100+ credits to polish, hope someone has them

Still need to polish 11 more bling worth 100+ credits

Still need nearly 70 bling worth 100+ credits, but the way it is going I do not think I will find them any time soon