Everyday is a challenge for me and I struggle with life every day. I'm not sure when I will be back or if I'll be around to be back. I think about suicide all the time, I don't think I can do it but I do think about it. I'm sorry I haven't been able to get on the happy train of life but I can't complain either. I love each and every one of you but I'm coming up short. I wish you well and remember that if you have someone in your life and you love that someone.. let them know you do! It could make a difference!!