Finally home from the hospital. Crutches just absolutely SUCK, and I can't stop crying. Here's where life punches me as hard as it can, right in my face. Do not perv me today. I'm not sexy or beautiful today. I'm a scared mess.

Why won't people ever God damn understand that I will reject all blank friend requests?

Disgusting picture comments will not only be rejected, they will get you blocked without explanation. Deal with it.

Look. I said before, and I ADDED RIGHT IN MY PROFILE, blank friends requests will be ignored. Respect me, or I will reject you.

SO ANGRY! Please, people, PLEASE do not approach me with disrespect tonight. If you do, I will destroy you. I've never been this furious.

C'mon, guys, read my about me before launching right into treating me like your own personal sex object or property or some shit. I'm just gonna start blocking every dumbass that opens a message by calling me baby and sexy as fuck and other shit.

Look how fast people turned on me. Only a week ago, some people called me a cherished friend. Now I'm blocked and it's as if I never meant shit to them. (heartbroken again)

I feel so gross and fat because of not being able to do my makeup and other stuff because of still being in the hospital. I updated my about me if anyone cares to read it.

I want to say thanks to all the people who keep talking shit about me during what is now the worst time in my whole life. You have reminded me of how much a piece of shit I am and burned any self esteem I still might have had. Thanks fuckers whooooooosh

Update from Charlie regarding Sarah's current hospital situation. She is in bad shape. She had complications from her stroke, leading to a massive infection in her left foot. So, to stop the infection from spreading into her bloodstream and to avoid any motion of breakaway blood clots, and in order to save her life, they amputated her left leg just below the knee this morning. She will definitely not be in any mood to talk on FUBAR anytime soon. Thank you to everybody who has shown compassion in caring about Sarah. She loves you all. Please don't say anything stupid on her profile during the next few months. She's had a VERY tough time over the last month, and it's just gonna get a lot worse. Any well wishes would greatly help her. Thank you all!!!

Not sure if I'm actually staying or not. I'm just so sad lately and I don't like the idea that anyone hates me here. I'm just so sad that I'm a burden all the time.

deleting my account as soon as my vip runs out. too many problems have happened here because of me. goodbye whenever that happens.

Sad. And still in the hospital. :(

Someone I considered a close friend just accused me of being fake. I have no use for people like that. Update, still in the hospital. Do not perv on me.

From Kristina (Sarah's sister) thank you everybody for the love. sarah will be back online when shes a little better. she had a stroke and is still hospitalized. life is tough for her right now. please keep the positive vibes coming. my mom, sarah, charlie and i love you all so much!

Not feeling too good again. I wish I could recover and be well right now. Grrrrrssss.

Liking bling to finally level while being taken out to a nice dinner and shopping! All the yaaaaaysss!

Good morning. Blah. I'm not feeling so good, so I might not spend all day online. I'll message and stuffsss when I can. SMOOCHIES!

Be back in a bit. I have to go get a prescription filled. When I get back, I'll play with all my new girlies. ;)

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