my buddy is the lead singer of a band.. they just got signed to a record label.. cd comes out april 3rd.. "Shards of Ember".. give them a listen.. and hey ladies.. hes hot.. ill get some pics up.. http://www.youlicense.com/Artist/ArtistStore.aspx?ID=336561

very depressed today.. its just everything.. my son bein gone.. my house fallin apart.. no money comin in.. my medical issues.. no one wantin to help me.. its just everything.. im sure theres even more.. wanna crawl in a hole and die..

check my buddy out.. hes awesome.. a special thanks goes out to him for my VIP status.. Thanks Cliff fu engaged to Charismas Charm.. check him out @ http://fubar.com/user/2100412

oh me oh my.. what i wouldnt do for a vip.. i want one so bad.. wahhhhhhh.. me so sad.. *(sits in corner & pouts & cries & whines bout it)

dontchya just love it when someone finds you attractive until they find out that your not as thin as they would of liked.. and then they stop talkin to you.. way to go guys.. have you always been so shallow & superficial.. ? its ok.. im sure you have.. & n

i wanna know who my crushes are.. come on.. dont be shy..

life is like a box of chocolates.. you never know whatchya gonna get..

my life is upside down.. and its only gonna get worse from here.. i dont know what to do.. theres no fixin it.. its just a down hill spiral.. im so scared right now.. im afraid of what i might do.. and if i tell my doctor.. im afraid of what she might do..

i hate life.. just call me gods lifes lil upset.. i hate him almost as much as he hates me..

havin a bad and painful day.. life sucks.. i hate it.. why must everyday for me be another struggle.. givin up sounds lovely..

dontchya just love it when you dont say what they like to hear.. so they vanish.. well i didnt like you anyways.. and................... goodbye..

why must my life be so hard.. ? every single day its one thing after another.. why wont god just take me now.. i hope that all the shit theyre sayin bout 2012 is correct.. im ready to meet my maker.. this shit has to end somewhere.. although it never will.

why must life suck so bad.. ?

i am so fed up wit men.. im done.. im done.. im done.. i dunno what to do.. i always seem to find the shitty ones.. well no more.. i dont fuckin need one.. dont give me no lines.. your all the same.. fuck this shit..

i give up already.. just take me now..

well i got more bad health news today.. will someone please just kill me now.. ? its gonna happen anyways.. ~anyone know anything bout a gerd diet.. ? im not good @ searchin that stuff on the net..

well i got more bad health news today.. will someone please just kill me now.. ? its gonna happen anyways..

why do i bother.. ? give me a reason..

a vip sounds nice.. whatdya think.. ? hmm..

well i already started my shots.. it did not go well.. ended up the hospital the next day.. life sucks for me right now.. what can you do to make it better.. ?