So u r seeing a great girl and she knows everything about us. I wonder what u told her. Oh wait I all ready know. U told her all the same lies u told 100's of other girls. Well gl with her coz u r going to need it. A relationship never works based on lies. Someone just shoot me please... I don't know how much more of this bullshit I can take. I so hate my freaking life. If anything ever went right in my life, I would die from the shock. GRRR!!! well the american heart association say:normal: less then 120 and less then 80 prehypertension 120-139 or 80-89 doesn't or mean either top or bottom?? I have a ?. With blood pressure what # so you have to worry about, the top or the bottom??? So many people are telling me different. My blood pressure was 144 over 80 this morning. A well... Please stop sending me gifts coz now matter how much you send me I am never going to past this damn level. I can't afford credits to bling anyone. Why can't I just run away from here??? I not feeling good at all. I am just sitting here at the library and all of sudden I got a sharp pain the back of my head behind my right ear. Now I feel sick to my stomach and lightheaded. Happy Thanksgiving to all of FU!!! I am in very sad mood today. Why can''t he just understand where I am coming from for once? Its always about him. :( If you are under 30 years old and a male please stop telling me how hot I am. My oldest son is 25 and that's just sick. Thinking maybe I should go to the ER. Um but I am not working over 15 miles to get there. So not feeling good. Feeling light headed. I so hate this time of the month. You can like, get me shit face, rate me, it doesn't really matter coz I will always be stuck on this freaking level. My prayers go out to my friend Pam in Jersey who lost her house because of Sandy. Everyone say's karma is a bitch.. Well if anyone messes with me or my family, I don't sit back and wait for karma to do it thing. I am KARMA!!! I just tried call my dad's house in Branchbrug, NJ and I just got this "your call can not be completed at this. Please try your call again." I called 2 hospitals in the area and he isn't in either 1. I was told he has been in the hospital for a week. I am OMG!!! I just found out my daddy is in the hospital and hurricane Sandy is going right through my home state of Jersey. Daddy, I love you and miss you!!! My thoughts and prays go out to all my friends and family in Jersey. Stay safe and if they tell you to leave. |