I often bend over backwards and try to compromise with people that don't even deserve that treatment. It's hard for me to let my guards down. I take everything now as a learning expierence.I'm always there for my friends no matter what! you can call me at 3 in the morning and I'll answer and be there to talk or to listen. I like meeting new people, it's fun learning about others all I ask is for you to be real.I hate when people act fake, if you don't like me, tell me..don't pretend you do. I'm usually really nice to start out, but if you give me a reason not to like you, I won't. I'm a simple person which may be downside bc everyone loves to be difficult.I admit it, my heart does break easily, but I love with all that is left of it..no matter how damn broken it may be. I love to always smile:)I find a reason to always forgive, but I find a reason to NEVER forget.I'll do anything once, if your lucky I might try it twice.I laugh ALOT I hate crying in front of people, but it seems to be happening to much lately. I've been through a lot over the past 4 years.Life hasn't been easy, but I've learned complaining gets you no where.Be yourself No matter how hard you try to put on an image or be accepted, in the end it's not worth it. No matter what, you will get hated on in life. I have a low self esteem..I care for everyone, and try to make them feel like they are important. No one likes to feel left Out! *Never* settle for 2nd best!!I'm an upfront in your face straight forward person, anytime you look in my eyes -its the real me showing through...People will always find fault in something you do. I don't need to explain myself in one way or another, simply- I am happy with the way I am and the decisions I've made and if you don't like it, well- that's your problem and not mine. .I honestly don't care about what other people think anymore I've learned that it's more fun living under your standards and doing your own thing,rather than everyone else's. *KARMA* IT IS FULTILE. It will make you or freaking break you.I PROMISE u that.We reep what we Sew. No-one stands in the way of my life..No-one. I have no toleration for drama. So don't waste my time. b/c I will make it WORTH my time. Don't mistake it for a threat. It's a PROMISE... I've learned you can't trust anyone, the people closest to you WILL turn their back on you. I am strong and I believe that kindness gets you far in life. As long as you're the best person you can be and believe you are, you should never listen to others. Negativity doesn't get you anywhere in life..




When it comes to guys never settle, never accept someone who doesnt spend everyday trying to better himself & make you happy... Never stay where you aren't appreciated! I want a guy that can make me the sunshine of his days & the star of his night. A guy that no matter how many flaws I have, He looks past all that, 'cause that's part of me, & you'll take every part u can get. I want the feelin' u get where u go through the entire day knowin' at night u have that last call of the day to look forward to. He doesn't have to be the hottest guy or the smartest or the one with the best personality, really he doesn't have to be the BEST anything, just my Best friend. My rock. My anchor. And Make Me His **EVERYTHING**.