Which is worse? Death or a broken heart? Death is only once , But a broken heart shall be forever a burden on my back for me to carry. ]¦•¦[ Hurt ]¦•¦[ You left me crying on the cold floor with a knife in my hand. All I could of done is cut myself once more just to make the pain go away... just to make my eyes stop crying... crying full of blood. I thought I heard you say you'll always be there for me but thats weird...when I needed you the most you just left me. I feel so alone. I feel unwanted by the one I love. What's happening to us ? All I do is cause other people problems. I'm such a disappointement. Why ? You left me crying by myself. I had no one to turn to. Why ? Why did you leave me lonely ? All I had was my knife to support me. He's the only one who can calm me down. All the pain that you caused me brought a dozen cuts on my body and a thousand tears. I can't stop crying. I thought I could of counted on you. You proved me yourself wrong tonight. Congratulations. Now, who will I turn to when I'm feeling down ? I'd never thought you would do this to me. I'm so sad. Please make this pain go away. Can anybody hear me ? I dont want to go to sleep crying. I hate feeling alone. Why must you make me cry like this ? Will these tears ever stop ? I'm drowning in my tears. My tummy hurts. My cuts are burning. I hurt. *-* 3 last words *-* your right im wrong its over im gone you laugh i cry you live i die no more im done this pain isnt fun i tired to be perfect to please everyone some people chose knifes, razors or pills but not me i kill myself day after day trying to escape to get away its no good im stuck here forever the suns rises, i cant feel the heat im cold to the touch when i speak my words are slurred and you cant understand your crying now there's nothing i can do so i focus real hard to show you my last three words and with that i rip my heart out i love you Hosted by Sparkle Tags à HÚ®TÏÑG LËTTÊ® blood is dripping from my heart as i try to write this i have so much pain im hurting alot i cant explain all this im just falling apart no one understands i dont know where to start and dont know where to end love hurts so much like a deep cut in your arm especially when you have all this pain that you wish you could deny im so sore right now my heart is racing fast i wish i could forget all this and leave it in the past but there will always be a memory a memory of us both how i loved you n you played me amd in my heart i'll hold i will always hold this memory even though you wont care and the scar you left in my heart will always be there