Rachel I have been looking for and trying to find you since I made that stupid decision way back when . I did so because of the kids I had been raising for 4 years , not my kids as you know, but after 4 years I loved them. As you know I was heavy when you saw and that was due to my heavy drinking which had never been an issue but which had become an issue . I hope you will at leave text me , and let me explain. My number is 651-500-7368.I hope to hear from you soon . PS I can't even log Into this account as I dont know what email I used ....it's not the current one. Miss u love drew
