People are blind to see the real me!
I wear a mask to hide my inner depression!
they will never understand me!
The stress I bare is nothing of recognition!
Hiding behind a smile so shallow.
I feel nothing for that is what I am Hallow.
I am lonely although I have friends.
I see the others as they dream in bed.
No tears of pain will I weep.
Come twilight my eyes are sunken deep.
An ending of the misery means an end for me.
My pain is not shouldered not easy to see.
Love is just a dream that plagues my nights.
My soul is strong as is my might.
In the end there is but one stone "A rock".
By the last hour of my clock.
I will either fly to the stars.
Or be locked away behind hells bars.

3/5/08



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I wake up the sun is bright.
Shutting my curtain to bring back night.
Hide under my covers in my dark cold room.
It's still dark when my clock hits noon.
I don't want to get up to face the day.
Through the abyss I hear laughing as kids outside play.
Years of my past written on my walls.
Never too lost to hear him when he calls.
His presents sends electric chills though me.
My day finally starts, twilight, and I want to see.
Longing to leave the misery behind.
Experience the hand of someone most kind.
I take in the darkness as it falls.
I love the night I get to leave it all!

4/15/08



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Take a deep breath and dress in color
Will this day be different I wonder?
Time is quick and the air is thin
A start of a new day and sin
Lying to myself as well as others
Why should I even bother
I cover my face with the wrong shade
It doesn't even matter it'll just fade
This attire is not mine
I curse the sun that shines
This wasted day wears on
I hope night will soon dawn
The moon comes out and shows the stars
All other light comes from passing cars
I disappear and smile again
For dark covers this sin



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It hurts when I think about you
and what we used to be.
To remember the love we had
and all that you mean to me.

When you walked out that door
and left me standing alone in the dark.
It was scary being alone and knowing
I had a new world to embark.

It's like all the air left my lungs
and my soul had no more light.
As I tried to get through that
painful endless night.

Your words sliced through me
worst than any knife ever could.
You hurt me badly
more than any man ever should.

I don't know how I'll ever get over you
or if i ever can.
But when and if I do
you'll be my biggest fan.

Brit & Me
(wrote years ago)