The SpiralI have travelled on my own extensively throughout Canada for the last 15yrs., or so. In these travels I have learned what my desires are in life. It made me more true to myself then i could have ever imagined. So, within these desires I learnd what I wanted in a woman. My expectations are not high! I just want a real woman. One that doesn't lie or that is plastic. They are the only two things that trun me off. I want a woman that does not make her life complicated. So many of us here (south af the Arctic Circle) do this to our lives. It sickens me.Why is it so hard to find a soul mate or compaion that can fulfill my desires. I have watched and waited for many years for her to come along. Many women have come along, they are plastic though. They lie to me to try to let me think that they "are the one", "i am your desire" they would say. They are so wrong. I am blessed with the strength of seeing more than what the average person can. I know more about themselves then they even admit too. The aura does not lie. The person inside the aura does.Every night before I go to sleep I always say to my innerself that " she will come along, she is out there somewhere, i just might have to travel outside of our continent to find her." I truly hope that I do not have to spend another 15yrs travelling Europe to find her, but, if I have to and i find her, then I will thank the 6 directions for helping me to find her.I know that our desires will be found in life if we posses the inner strength. My aura is pure and my inner strength is very strong. I pretty much always get what I am after in my life, it sometimes takes awhile but it comes to me in time. That brings up another point. People talk of the circle we all belong to the circle. Thes people have no clue to what they are talking of . Yes, i agree there are circles but not in the way they are using the term. There is the circle up north Inuit, native, that circle is used for judgement and taking care of an issue (the same idea of policing and court and passing judgement and helping both sides). These circles i can agree with. But dam it we live in the spiral. A spiral has a begining and no end. All things connected, one line, the spiral has one direction a circle has two. This is where and why people get lost, they dont know which way to go within this circle they think they belong too.It hurts me deeply to see how people are here in the south. It frustrates me. I long to be north of the arctic circle where there are real people, with real beliefs, with only the 6 directions (north,south,east,west and up , down). Life within this is not complicated, its the truest way of living. Pure.