37 Year Old
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Male
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From Bremerton, WA·
Joined on July 23, 2009
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Relationship status: Open Relationship
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Born on July 3rd
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I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!
37 Year Old
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Male
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From Bremerton, WA·
Joined on July 23, 2009
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Relationship status: Open Relationship
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Born on July 3rd
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I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!
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Mysterious Euphoria engulfs my Ethereal Aura. Nothing more. Trying to figure know who I am is in comparison to attempting to imagine the unimaginable... And is a lesson in futility. You may disbelieve that I am more than I seem; I really couldn't care more what anyone thinks of me. If you really want to "know" me, then pick up your fucking lazy cuticals and ask in a more personal manner. I only associate with people that interest me...If you don't intrigue me...I will kill your loved ones. (insert classic B-movie style psychotic snicker here). BITE ME!!!....... ...Seriously, I try to be the best that I can be; for good, or for evil...mainly evil. I have, like everyone else, been through more than my fair share of terrible situations... Some self-inflicted, others caused by the never-ending apathy of human existence...... I am 23, married, yet sometimes feel completely alone. My solitude and loneliness bring me a certain comfort that family life can't. Sometimes I protect it a little too well....... I go through phases where I can almost learn to accept myself and others for all our faults, but so far, no progress. But be that as it may, I do not pass serious judgement on people... Unless they're cheerleaders. Ha! I'm always struggling to find that wonderous little place of doubt; and I hope it stays hidden, for where would the fun be if I actually found it?................... It may be hard for those people who somewhat know me to believe, but I know when a person is lying, or precisely what secret they are keeping from me. Yes it's true; but while I am a great secret-absorber, I am an excellent keeper. I have never betrayed the trust of a friend in that manner....... I tend to be a very INTENSE person, FOR THIS I WILL NOT FUCKING APOLOGIZE! I live in my head alot, and I do not greet visitors with a warm welcome...I keep alot bottled up inside. I let myself be conquered by long fits of depression, and surprisingly enough, I happen to enjoy it; makes me feel like I give a shit about something. I can be a hermit at most times, but I still live life more intensely than most will ever come close to (hear about my overseas adventures). I hear music when no-one else can. I gaze upon the colours of my own personal rainbow; mostly just sweet, sensitive hues of darkness and despair......................................... Being a husband and father isn't a slice of tropical pie, but I have always been great at everything that I aspire to put effort into.... And what is this about people who want to help and "fix" me? DID I ASK FOR A FUCKING SHRINK? I am the only one who can change me, and despite the teeth, I tolerate the person that I have become. Why the HELL would you want to change me anyway? If you can't accept me as someone you would let date your daughter, sister, or a really cute cousin, then GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!! I am this sinister, dark-heartless person, AND I AM GODDESS-BE-DAMNED CONTENT WITH IT!, mainly because I get my strength from the negatives of life; your bad day makes me feel dominant and in control..... I am always seeking knowledge. I am in a constant state of mind expansion; I believe in beauty, freedom, art, truth, and passion. I try to constantly surround myself with music, books; art in all forms. ......................................................... There you have it; You have only heard .001% of my total personality, but it just may have been enough for you to get the basic picture... or scare you into a crying little ball of shame. Hopefully the latter.
37 Year Old
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Male
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From Bremerton, WA·
Joined on July 23, 2009
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Relationship status: Open Relationship
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Born on July 3rd
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I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!