I AM FEMALE ,i love cuddling .i am also looking for some one in the area or who is willing to move... i have 2 kids and the youngest is my sunshine.Well it looks like now as if i only have one child left at home,he has autism and is the sunshine on my life.(but does not have autism bad)
i will tell you more if you ask
I was born in Tn but now live in Springfield,Missouri

I am a submissive woman
I am a submissive woman to my very core. Being a submissive is not something I wished to be or asked to be,it is just part of me and how I view myself and those around me. I am not just a submissive in the bedroom,but in my everyday life,if i think about it I am submissive to just about every action in my daily life. I am most content when those around me are pleased with either me,or what I am doing for them in some way. I firmly believe that being a submissive does not mean I am in anyway weak,nor do I believe that it means I am searching for some great God of a Man that will decide everything for me so that I simply don't have to think...and be a God in the sexual department so that my every fantasy is realised..*although a Man that actually knows the female anatomy would be nice*
I have often been critisized for asking for permission to enter rl and online rooms where there is already a conversation or an interaction going on. There have been many arguements about the whys and hows of my asking for...*someOnes* permission. My circumstances have given me the opportunity to explore my real feelings about such things. My exploration of respect and honor have brought me back to the very basics of how and what i feel. I hope i can write my thoughts in a way that shows this. Many a submissive and Dominant alike have said to me when i beg to enter a room...*why,san...why would you give someone that respect before they have earned it..you don't know them...you owe them nothing*...I think this..this basic act has very little to do with how or what i feel for anyone that may or may not happen to be in that room i enter. It has everything to do with my personal pride in who I am...and how i present myself..there is something to be said for the gentle,gracefull,soft acts that speak of submission to me...it is about a respect in who i am that i go to my knees..and softly beg...they are acts that for the most part have been learned throughout my life...from my earliest memories i draw this quiet strength...
Those that are truely Dominant and submissive will smile and understand what i am trying to say...this is the simplest of example...and for the most part they are my own personal rituals...if You don't understand why i am on my knees at the door...quietly begging to be allowed to enter the conversation and room You are in...then You won't understand that the simple wave of Your hand without a word spoken is something i not only understand...but it is something i will smile...nod...bow my head...lower my eyes...and accept with silent grace,respect and honor of who i am