I am crazy outgoing and fun.........I have a son and a wonderfull boyfriend im here for friends only girls or gals..........I love to go out when i can...........im a stay at home mother.....iv never been married.........i love video games and love rock music tats and modifications......I love to be out doors I am kinda a preppy girl but hey i like to get dirty if you wanna know more hit me up
m you didn't read my profile. Go check the Fubar Bible to see what constitutes as NSFW. If they're flagged NSFW, that's what's in there. Me blocking you after you're a dick about it doesn't make me a bitch where it's clearly stated here. Period.

~I DO NOT give out my phone number or YIM to hardly ANYBODY. Dont take offense to me being a sensible, smart person. Very few people have those things, and it will stay that way.

~EVERY song on my playlist has very significant meaning to me. Whether it's personal reasons, or lyrical reasoning. Seriously.

~The only deal I make for using the altruize ability, is an auto 11. Give me an auto 11, and I'll altruize you or anybody you want (aka, they get ALL my points for 12 hours). Your payment for me doing that is the other 12 hours that are mine, and that auto's will be running. I will start the auto's at noon the day of so they go until midnight and run through the main hours people are on fubar so you or whoever can get the most points possible.

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~I'm nothing more than a 22 year old woman trying to find herself and rebuild her life after pretty much hitting rock bottom in of December 2008. I lost everything a person could lose, from materialistic things, to my job, to some of my best friends, to my heart, to any kind of confidence or self worth I had at the time. I've in no way, shape, or form had a bad life, I've just been unfortunate with the amount of bad situations I've been forced to deal with. I was forced to grow up early, which is why I am the way I am. With that said, don't let my age fool you. I am not that of "normal" 22 year old. I have a lot more experience and knowledge under my belt than somebody twice my age. Take some time to talk to me and get to know me and you'll see that I speak the truth. I can guarantee you I'm a lot more level headed, mature, and non-crazy like most other women in general, not just those of my age. I've had my fair share of downfalls to know there's only more to come in my life, however, failure will never overtake me if I'm determined to succeed.

I am currently single and not looking for anything. If somebody sparks my interest, so be it but I'm not actively looking.

I'm currently attending college in a Human Services program that basically gets me a degree for what I do for work right now but it'll make progressing up the ladder easier. And when I finish with that, I will be doing a Drug and Alcohol Counseling certificate/program. At the end of February this year I was pretty much forced to quit my job at a local hospital after 3 years as a tech specifically in the Labor and Delivery unit, and started my new job as a Direct Care Provider for a Home Health Care agency for mentally disabled adults. I absolutely am in love with my job and the 4 guys I help take care of! It's nothing short of being a stay at home mom which I hope someday I get to do with my own kids! I work every Tuesday and Thursday (19 hour shifts), and every other Friday (18 hour shift) and every other Sunday (24 hour shift). And as of lately, I've been picking up every other Saturday and the Sundays I don't work. Yes, I'm a workaholic and as of lately have been working 80 hour weeks, so If I'm not that's why

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I'm not a big people person, and even more specifically a chick person. I've been screwed over in some of the worst ways imaginable by my "friends" but it's not all their fault. It's my fault for caring too much, and for being too much of a doormat to those I care about the most. On that note however, most people drive me absolutely crazy. If I can't have an intelligent, thoughtful conversation with you, I get bored. Sorry. I need people that spark my interest. Hook, line, and sinker. Unfortunately, this country is full of people that lack serious common sense and the "hello captain obvious!" quote comes out quite a bit. It's just not something I can deal with. It's probably my biggest pet peeve aside from women. I've always been a guy's girl. I like "guy things." Sports, being outdoors, camping, fishing, getting my hands dirty. I probably have a dirtier mind than most guys I know. I've always felt more comfortable around guys and just clicked better because (for the most part) they're a lot more level headed, logical, drama free creatures. Women on the other hand (for the most part) are drama obsessed, make up obsessed, jealous, crazy annoying people. Not that all men and all women fit that category, but most do. I am who I am. If it's not good enough for you... *points to the door* If you can't love me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

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Some of the quotes I live by....

~"I'm selfish, I'm impatient, and I'm a little insecure. I can be out of control, and at times I'm hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, than you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

"~The confusion and the fear; that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. And that something is worth fighting for."

~"One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable."

~"You just have to learn to forget the people who forgot about you."

~"There are things that you don't want to happen, but you have to accept it. There are things you don't want to know, but you have to learn. And there are people you can't live without, but you have to let go."

~"There is a huge difference between getting over things and getting through them."

~"Life is all about ass. Everyone is either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, trying to get a piece of it, or simply being one."

~"A lot of people are afraid to say what they think and that's why they don't get what they want."

~"There are two important days in your life; the day you are born and the day you find out why."

~"Sooner or later, you start taking yourself seriously. You know when you need a break. You know when you need a rest. You know what to get worked up about and what to get rid of. And you know when it's time to take care of yourself, for yourself. To do something that makes you stronger, faster, more complete. Because you know it's never too late to have a life. And never too late to change one." -- Nike