i am..
IAN
the pefectionist, that isnt anywhere close to perfect.
the workaholic.
the one who lives
for those summer nights with people she loves.
the one who finds humor in every situation.
the one who prays you will doubt her,
just so she can prove you wrong.
the clean-freak!
the determined one.
the one who has the best family anyone could ever have
the one that's lucky.
the one you will never see
without a smile on her face.
the one that does way too much
for people that don't always deserve it.
the one that loves to be held
the one who will make it on her own ....with noo regretss
the girl who lives for smilingg & huggss ♥
i am the girl who is in love with the past..
but i am that girl who WILL let go.
Cuz it aint even worth it! ♥
so simple, yet so complicated
and this is me
in a nutshell.


♥★♥THE BEARER♥★♥

~ Friendly and humanitarian.
~ Honest and loyal.
~ Original and inventive.
~ Independent and intellectual.

♥★♥OFF THE BEATEN TRACK♥★♥

~ A lover of originality. I treasure the unique while immersing myself in the traditional.
~ My passion is as intense as it is inspirational.

♥★♥UPCLOSE AND PERSONAL♥★♥

NO ONE is able to tell me how to live, because from an early age I am broad-minded and visionary attitudes made it clear to me just how differently I wished to experience my life. Even if I'm sometimes criticized for this rebellious attitude, I prefer to see myself as an autonomous and self-sufficient human being. There is never a dull moment with me, even if I'm in a fairly stable home or school.My radical attitudes might surprise others and even if I grow older, I know Ill be known as someone who is always open to novel ideas. I embrace modern things and anything technological, as I myself is inventive and research-orientated. I prefer to be with people who exhibit the same eclectic and open view, socially, politically and philosophically, as mine.

♥★♥AS A PARTNER♥★♥

~I don't belong to everyone, yet to just one, my OTHER HALF . My love can be tender and inspired, but there will always be a vaguely elusive quality about it, like a half-remembered so.
~ I'm spending my unpredictable life with a man who is TRUE to himself.

~ I am CHUMMY with my EX-lovers. I forgotten the past and wiped the slate clean of memories.
~ I'll be glad to let my man take my hand and walk beside me as I look with happy delight on the sunrise, an antique car, a yellow garbage pail, or a red balloon caught in a church steeple. But don't distract me with too much to-getherness..
~ The quickest ways to lose me are to show JEALOUSY, POS-SESSIVENESS or PREJUDICE; to be critical, stuffy or ultra-conservative.
~ I'm full of SURPRISES. I simply cannot be happy or fulfilled unless I'm free to do as I like. No matter how deeply in love may be, I'm never willing to sacrifice my AUTONOMY, but I always put HONESTY ahead of romance.
~ I won't be terribly interested in anyone's bank book. Money is NEVER my prime consideration. I won't care if he's not the richest man in town, but I'll expect him to be respected in some way for his intellectual achievements.

there comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: this is me! i look the way i look, think the way i think, feel the way i feel, love the way i love! i am a whole complex package. take me..or leave me. accept me..or walk away! do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because i don't fit your idea of who i should be, and don't try to change me to fit your mold. if i need to change, i alone will make that decision. when you are strong enough to love yourself 100% good and bad--you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.