About me:Honest, Caring, Trustworthy, Good hearted, REAL. I no longer work my part time and I have a new full time working as a contract analyst for NYK Line. I used to work as a commission accounting specialist for AT&T Wireless but Cingular bought the company out and my position was only available in Texas. You know the rest. Things are moving in the right direction so far and I am greatful for that. I'm a friend before anything else, if you need me i'll be there for you. I love to play poker, and i'm good at it so watch out! I was able to give my babygirl (dog) a haircut with my winnings last night LOL. Poker brings the friends together which is cool and brings a friendly competition that without poker would be absent. I will bluff my way through a whole game and you will never know ;-) Only those that know me well can tell. Other than poker I like to play pool, i thought i really sucked at pool until recently. I feel somewhat good at times but that goes away and never comes back. Just one of them days I guess. I like being on the computer, making websites, using photoshop.. I like to play around with photoshop alot but i'm trying to learn more about it and do things from scratch. Filters are the easy way out! I love staying home but don't get it twisted, I still go out and will have my streaks. I'm a shy person but once you get to know me you wouldn't be able to tell. I hate talking on the phone but that is changing. If you come at me with a serious conversation I won't talk much but if you come at me with some silly stuff, jokes, and just pretty much talking about anything and everything stupid; I will talk you to death. HUMOR is what keeps me alive n active, without it I am calm and relaxed. So if you want the crazy n active Ant throw some humor my way. If you want the relaxed, serious, calm Ant don't humor me lol. I am easy to get along with and pretty much down for anything depending on who you are. I am cautious on the decisions I make and the risks I take. Probably the safest person you will ever meet. Boardgames!! I like to play boardgames... Name it and I probably have played it! I am a very honest person, even if it will hurt your feelings I will say it most times. I rarely lie because I dont see the need to, and if i do i will tell you the truth later. I rarely show anger or stay mad at anyone. I am a very forgiving person but sometimes people take advantage of that. Being too nice will fuck you over sometimes but a big FU to those people that have. When negativity is around I find ways to find humor in it. Makes it easier to get through. I like computers n video games, call me a nerd i don't care lol. I go on and off, sometimes i will play alot and sometimes i won't even touch it. I'm very much interested in the IT field and I currently have my A+ certification. Unfortunately, I haven't had the best of luck finding a good job within a well established IT company. As boring as some seem to think computers are, I find them every interesting. Looking for a PC? Let me know, I'll build you one. Yankees, all day everyday! I'm a BIG sports fan, if you can sit with me and watch sports you will be my new best friend. If you don't understand it I will explain, I am very good at that. Humor, honesty, and trust is the way to my heart. I will never cheat on anyone; I haven't yet, and i'm proud of it! Me a player? far from it. Space is key in a relationship with me. Don't get me wrong, I like spending time with someone but too much time everyday everyday everyday won't work out. If I miss you then you will notice how much you mean to me. My heart really opens up when It misses you. If I want to be alone, spend time away from you, or just be home don't take it as something else. You know alot about me now, go surprise me. Who I'd like to meet:a special someone | my perfect fit, my glove | someone who will be there with me 24/7 regardless of the mood you are in | my soul mate | my text buddy | someone who thinks about me before they go to sleep and after they wake up | someone who see's the good in me and not the bad | someone who believes in me | someone who listens n accepts my honesty | my diamond girl | my angel sent from above | someone who will cuddle with me and watch a movie | someone who writes me love letters even though I know they love me | someone who will kiss me in the middle of me saying something | someone who can kiss me for hours | someone who remembers the things I like to eat and surprises me | someone who can make staying at the house fun in different ways (i'm a house person lol, yea i know i suck and i'm boring, well why you reading this then ;] don't get it twisted though, i still go out) | someone who writes stuff for me on the bathroom mirror | someone who doesn't ask much for anything (its better to receive something from the heart) | someone who realizes I don't do most of these things myself but come the right time my heart will feel it and I will do it | someone who doesn't care much about the things they want or don't have because what they have infront of them is what really mattersand always rememberWhat lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us