Hello. My name is Amara, or Amanda, whichever you prefer, and I'm a student at Southwestern Oklahoma State University. I'm majoring in early childhood teaching, and honestly, enjoying every second of it. I'm about 5'7, and around 105 lbs. I have strawberry blonde hair, fair skin, and eyes that change color with my mood. I love to read books, right now, my favorite authors are Terry Goodkind, and Laurell K. Hamilton. I play volleyball for fun, and one of the best servers around. I love to sing, and dance, though I don't get to do either of those as often as I'd like. Religion wise, I'm a christian that does some magick. Not something you'd find everyday, but it's me. I'm shy, and very quiet when you first meet me, but after awhile you can't seem to shut me up. I've been described as being smart, loving, caring, loyal, sweet, etc, but choose for yourself my personality. I'm sexual. I love being submissive in many different ways. It's interesting to see what happens involving me and the one I'm with and care deeply for. I get hurt easily. I let people get in too close, and I end up watching them rip me completely apart, and laugh as I try to fix what they broke. One of my favorite things to do in this world is teach, and heal others in need. I'm a great listener, and I am normally always around when someone needs help. People think that after awhile, they can figure out who I am. But what's funny is, I change daily, always different then before. Never ceasing. Incredibly fun in my eyes but probably annoying in others that want to know who I truly am. I've been called many, many different names. Most of the awful ones don't phase me anymore, and the nice ones shock me time and time again. I don't know why it happens still, maybe the fact that it's true? Or maybe it just surprises me that someone can be so kind to call me beautiful, or sweet, or anything else close to that. Love and I have almost never gotten along. She likes to put a happiness very near me, and then rip it away quickly. But finally, things are starting to change. I've found someone I love dearly, that loves me back equally or more so, and will take care of me with all he has, and then some. :)*Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'* -Erich Fromm *To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead* -Bertrand Russell *Tell me who admires you and loves you, and I will tell you who you are* -Charles Augustin Sainte-Beuve *In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for* -Elijah Wood*If we all discovered that we only had five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to tell them that they loved them* -Christopher Morley*Love means never having to say you're sorry* -Erich Segal *Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think* -Jean De La Bruyre*The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart*-Hellen KellerLove is everything it's cracked up to be. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. ~ Erica Jong*You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her* -Anon*If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were* -Anon*The best proof of love is trust* -Joyce Brothers