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I wake up, open my eyes and look around
My ears pop open and listen for the slightest sound
I hear screams, cries, moans and groans
Someone desperately yelling, I want to go home!
I reach out, hoping there is someone else for me to hold
But then I have to realize Im all alone
I try to drift back to sleep, wishing I could escape my reality
But I must get up and face these walls that will forever look at me sadly
I sit up on my bed and wipe the cold out my eyes
And for a second I give thought to this room that will never be kind
Then something pounding inside me is what I feel
I catch my breath and I get a cold chill
I tell myself over and over this cant be real
So I stand up and in agony nod my head
Another day I must begin, another day feeling like the walking dead
This is deeper than any learning experience some have ever known
This place is like no other, a concrete jungle, a world of its own.