well lets see, what can i say about me:

im thirty two years old
mexican, native american, and irish mix
5'7" 180 lbs. brown eyes very short brown hair


im an experienced chef,
i love playing video games
role playing is the best!
but the best game ever invented (and actually the best invention ever made) is naked twister! ;)
i love music of all kinds... but the best is grundge and metal!!! nothing like it to clear the mind! ;)

**** NEWS FLASH ****

True love does exsist on fubar lol... i met a woman, here who was suppose to be just a friend, we were never suppose to be where we are now, she was seeing someone when i met her, and somehow i still fell for her, i tried to hide my feelings somewhat, but still letting her know how i felt, i had decided that if i couldnt be with her, i would be there for her, to make sure she was happy, we became close friends really quickly, spending hours talking about everything and nothing and getting to know her, i found myself falling harder and harder for her, dying a little inside knowing she was with someone else, but fate stepped in and the day before new years i told her for the first time how i truely felt about her, i had always hinted, telling her she was special, but she didnt understand till i said i love you... know i know that i have found my soul mate, the woman i will spend the rest of my life with... i never thought for one moment that i would find true love ever, let alone on fubar, and i was right, because it found me...




Looking into the mirror, i used to see a stranger.
trying to examine my reflection with my eyes wide shut,
searching for the man i longed to be but only seeing that stanger everyone wanted to see.
the haze has lifted, the deception is gone, and now i know the man stareing back at me.
his heart starving for love,
filled with the peace from above,
not certain of wherelive will take me,
life is full of adventure, both great and small,
destiny is only what you make of it.
when i see my face, i see hope, dreams, and the possibility for anything, the only barrier is the imagination. looking back at life, it hasnt been easy, but i wouldnt trade a single moment of it for anything.
that man i used to see has shed his cacoon and become the man that stands before you.
yest my heart longs for love, for the touch not of passion, but of someone who truely cares, that touch which reaches the depths of your soul. Its true that my body longs for the caress of a beautiful woman, but she must be able to fulfill the desires of my soul.
life has become new to me, once seen as something which was only a passing of a day, now has become an oppertunity to experience everything that day has to offer.
good or bad, happy or sad, the experiences of life make me who i am.

dreams are the reminence of desires,
nightmares the realization that they will never be fulfilled.