I am 48 year old white male that is in love with the Ebony Goddess of his dreams, I stand 5'6" 209 pounds and I have lost over 240 pounds so far and plan on losing another 34 or so pounds. My family means so much to me, I cant thank them enough for all the times they have been there for me through the hard times we have faced together. Thanks to my sister Krissy, you are the one that has gotten us all through the toughest times that anyone could have ever imagined. I can't say I love you enough sis. her husband mark, you have been a friend in many ways that most dont get to know their brother in laws, I want to thank you again for the night that you made us all laugh so hard talking about the cell phone thing, I will never for get that. my sister lesie..........even though we grew up many miles away from each other, those summers you and jimmy were here with us will always be great memories for me, either up at the lake or around the old neighborhood. Thanks Jimmy for being the older brother that I knew would always be there for me in times of need, you might not say a lot but I always knew how you and lesie felt for all of us. I will never forget the first time my brother told me that he loved me, it was right after the worst time in my life to that point when we lost our sister Mary Jane and one day the phone rang I was there all alone at my apartment, it was you jim and you just wanted to check in on me and see if I was ok, at the end of the call I will never forget when you said I love you. Thank you Jimmmy. to all my neices and nephews...........you are all so important in my life, I can't even start to tell you so thank you for being the lights of my life. I have never had any children so I always wish I could have spoiled you like my own then send you home to your mom and dad..........LOLthank you to all my friends, without you all I would have never been here to right this. my life would have been meaningless without you all. I can't wait to see you all again and it will be happening sooner then you know. thank you to my doctors , you have helped me in ways most people never get the chance to have, if they had people like you there would be many less people taking their lifes and people would be much happier. so I say thank you to all of you that care so much.I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!