it is bothersome when i read a profile that has no personal touch to it. although, i have only been here a few days...i like to think there are some who are not here just for a casual hook up. a friend...be it a female or male, is what i seek. no, i am not into women sexually...but, i feel i can learn a lot from other women. i don't wear my heart on my sleeve and it takes me a while to open up, but don't let that scare you from saying hi.

for the guys: no, i am not going to post nudes or what have you. unless, i was dating you, etc... i will not 'cybersex' with anybody. i will not knock anybody for posting nudes, etc... i just don't see the need to do it... some things are for only that special person to see. my point of view only, don't take it personal. i am actually a very talkative person...but, i like to talk about ALL kinds of things that will give insight into the person i am trying to get to know... if that makes any sense.

my life is ONLY about my daughter and has been since she was one. i put myself through college and have a job that gives me a lot flexibility...even though, i am at a point where i know i must either go back to school or challenge myself again... decisions...decisions.

a poem... a peek at what i like to write:

My mind wanders.
I yearn to see, to feel, to be next to you.
You, who provides me with those sweet midnight lullabies, You are but a stranger in some far off land.
We came upon a fork on the road and there we were, Starring into each others eyes,
In this boxed prison we both remain
Each corner looks like the other
And the mirror provides just a reflection of our loneliness.
There is an unnaturalness of being in this state of mind
I yearn to be held, caressed, kissed, whispered to…
Your yearning is just as great
Yet, the wind carries my dream away… and you with it.
The remote, cold winter magnifies this furry: impatiently, I await its end.