Help me move on. It's been hard. I never thought breaking up with anyone would land me in the the hospital twice over the course of three months. I sliced my arms open and my friend used my phone to harass Angela. About a month before that, I was crying at home and I collapsed and I was in the hospital for two days for a heart issue brought on by stress. Even if you don't care about me, care about my two innocent children. They need me, and I can't be a good mommy in my condition. Amanda even confided in Stacy and told her"Something is wrong with mommy. What's wrong with her?" Please, at least for the kids, respond to me.Here goes:I don't want you back. I just want to apologize for everything I did to hurt you or make your life harder. I'm sorry for giving Angela hell for lying to me. I'm sorry I made you feel like disappearing was your only way out. I took down all the shit about you. This is my last attempt to let you know How sorry I truly am for everything I put you through and every bad thing that has happened to you because of me. I just want you to know this is a sincere apology that I hope you will accept.Please just let me know if you accept this or not so that I can move on. Just let me know, and I will never contact you again, Promise.