It is hard being me, in case you haven't noticed. The only people who could ever possibly love me are the only ones who deserve my respect. I'm not as crazy as I seem. I push others away only to find out who is kind hearted enough to get to know the crazy bitch who they call Shannon. I'm 23 years old. I have 2 older brothers, 2 older sisters, and 2 younger brothers. I also have a little sister named Bryanna and I would give away my life for her! RIP DADDY! RIP MOM! My whole world revolves around my family and friends. They are the ones who have helped me become who I am today. I'm 5 feet and 5 inches short. My favorite colors are blue and green. I am weird and very random. If you happen to pass by a window and see a pretty face smushed into it with a tongue hanging out, chances are that is me. Making funny faces at myself in the mirror is how I start my day. I have a wacked out personality and and a very wild imagination that takes me places I've never been before. The littlest things make me laugh. Even the things that would make little kids happy. I absolutely LOVE playing with bubbles. Its not hard to please me. I'm a free spirit. I'm strong and determined. I am a mess and my room usually is too. I pretty much have the world under a spell, and can almost influence everyone I know. Other people view me as selfish and overbearing. So NOT true. I am emotionally strong, but not physically strong. I strive for perfection in everything that I do. I am authoritative and agressive. I am intuitive and wise and I understand the world better than most people. I am prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. And I sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. I almost always say the wrong things at the wrong time. I'll cry for no reason and sometimes I get mad easily. I admit that I can be annoying at times. I can be crazy. I am anything and everything but ordinary! I am a sensitive person. My feelings get broken easily. I trust nobody. I don't trust my family and I don't trust my friends. It takes a lot out of me to put trust into someone and then have to take it back because they have done me wrong in some way shape or form. If you want me to trust you, you have to earn it. But it is very hard to do that. I am fun to be around once you get to know me. I am a very sarcastic person and at the same time I can be serious. Never take anything that I say personally because 9 times out of 10 I'm just joking around. I'm most definitely not predictable. I don't label myself as any type of person and I don't expect you too either. I'm just Shannon and if you don't like it, tough shit! You don't have to like me. You don't have to respect me. But don't waste my time preaching your bullshit. I'd rather live my life to the fullest than to conduct myself in a certain way to gain approval from others. I change for NOBODY! I don't care that people talk "smack" about me. Everyone has haters. Mine just happen to be jealous. I'm also a very outspoken person who doesn't give a fuck about what you say or think. I speak my mind when I want and how I want.I even say "fuck" a lot! Got a problem with it? Kiss my ass! I generally say things all the time without thinking first and I sometimes hurt peoples feelings. But do I care? NO! If there is anyone in my past that I have offended or hurt their feelings, that just generally means that they are too weak and cannot stand up for themselves. If you have something to say about me then I would rather you tell me to my face, but if you don't, that's fine, I could care less either way. I don't like drama and I stay away from it! I don't like very many people and if I don't like you then I will be more than happy to tell you. If you have a narrow mind, please have a closed mouth around me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion I just don't want to hear it! There's a lot more under the skin that's harder to replace. I've hit the floor like broken glass, talked when i shoudln't have, taken too many words to heart and been lost when i had a map. I've been to hell and back. I spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself! I cant just flutter my eyes and get that boy. My life is messed up and I've been through more shit than you see on t.v. Nobody's perfect. I've been lied to, cheated on, and even had my heart stolen. I've fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked up, but every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real and I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm fucking up royally and doing everything opposite. But do I regret one thing? NEVER! Because at one point what I did was what I wanted and I got my satisfaction. My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature boys can fuck it up for me anymore. I'm the real deal and Id love to see you try and break me! I've made mistakes in my life, I've let people take advantage of me, and I've excepted way less than I deserve. But I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, Ill know better next time and I wont settle for anything less than I deserve. Happiness is a journey, not a destination.