I've been to hell && back. I spill shit - trip - && embarrass myself! I can't just flutter my eyes && get that boy... My life is messed up, I've been through more shit than you see on TV. NOBODY'S PERFECT. I've been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. I've fucked up. Been fucked up, && fucked people up! But, every hit was WORTH it because I felt it. I knew it was real, life is real. && I'm living it WRONG every day! I'm fucking up royally && doing everything opposite // but do I regret one thing?? NEVER! Because at one point what I did was exactly what I wanted && I got my fucking SATISFACTION! <3<3<3 My life is mine and no stupid BiTcH or immature BOY can fuck it up for me anymore. I'm the real deal && I'd love to see you TRY AND FUCKING BREAK ME!

A monster lives under my bed... and in the closet. I have an attention span that freakishly resembles a 5 year old. I'm afraid to grow up. I'm easily distracted by shiny things. One of the many qualities of the common crow. I LOVE chocolate milk. I'm a lot stronger than I look, or I look a lot stronger than I am...? I love the color pink. I love dancing in my underwear. I'm a mess and my room usually is too. I laugh at the stupidest things. I always say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Sometimes, I cry for no reason, and I get mad easily. I live my life by quotes and the lyrics of songs. People are mean! I usually love life, but sometimes I don't. I bite my nails. I love my kittens. They bring me complete peace. I hate calling people back. My family is the best and I love them to death, most of the time. Everyone has battles with their inner demons, some of us fight and don't give up, others give up with out the fight. I have my days. I don't wish on stars. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you, you can only stalk them and hope they panic and give in. Boys have cooties. Boys lie, and kind of stink. All I want is for ONE guy to prove to me that they're NOT all the same. Go ahead, judge me... See if I care. I'm a Ninja!