Well let's see if I can tell you a little bit about who I am in this world of ours. I feel I have the right to say what is on my mind. What I am and how I feel is simply my choice, others may not come to agree with me but really I hold my head up high and am proud to be myself. I was born in Long Beach, Califorina. but have lived in Oklahoma/Arkansas for the past 17 years of my life. I am married to the man of my of dreams with three beautiful children. My life has been full of the usual changes, disappointments, disillusionments, passions, mistakes, hopes, joys, ecstasies, and sorrows. I try to take things that happen to me on a daily basis with a grain of salt but sometimes that is impossible..I have learned in life not to get my hopes up to high because the higher I get them the harder they fall...Im a christian maybe not the best christian by all means but iam one to say the least..I love god and Iam not ashmaned of it ...some people simply dont belive and that is there right after all who am I to judge..I have a love for animals and like my daughter somewhere in the back of my head I think I can feed the skinny, shelter the homelesss, and tame the wild...I like the spring but HATE the storms that come with the beauty of it..!! I have learned that I have had no regrets in life but infact mistakes that I have learned from... I have also come to relize that Life means appreciate everything and everyone you are given. There is a purpose for all of the people you meet and all of the events you experience. It may not be clear to you at first the reasoning for some things but I think that what's meant to be will always find a way. That doesn't mean that your decisions have no effect on life. You still have to make sure to think through everything in life and make sure you follow your heart every step along the way.