| My Hawaiian Name is: |
Malaka Alina
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Let me start by saying I'm not the "typical" guy, I don't want comments of half nude or fully nude people, other then that, feel free to comment, send a message, shout out, or what ever. If I think you're cool, I'll Gladly chat with you and add you. Thanks for stopping bye, TTYL. P.s.
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A Little about me:
I used to think I wasn't anybody special, but alot of the people in my life keep telling me I'm wrong. I guess if you want to know, you just have to find out for yourslef.
This is my quote:
"When a man TRULY loves a woman he feels blessed by her presence just thinking about her, and when a woman TRULY loves a man she follows him everywhere. But the woman will feel unworthy of his thoughts, and the man will want to follow her. Love is a feeling that is just there, but TRUE love is taking that feeling, and ALOT of hard work, and making a life out of them. Mistakes WILL be made, and there are ALWAYS bumps along the way. The "road" of life is NEVER easy, but with the right "vehicle", it can be one comfortable ride."
Another Thought of mine:
There is no such thing as time when it comes to emotions. If it is never too soon to cry, it is never too soon to love. Emotions are given to us by a power we can NEVER understand, and since time does NOT restrict "Him", how can it restrict our emotions? Most people don't believe in love at first sight, they believe in a "closer" look, but I believe that a "closer" look just reveals what you already know. And the ONLY way to find love, is to let it find you, because it will show up when you least expect it to.
A note to the world:
There are those who know that I have lied. Heck, I even said I didn't have a Myspace. Well to those people, I'm TRULY sorry. I NEVER meant to hurt anyone, not even myself. A lot has happened since then, and ALOT has changed, even I have changed. It got real gloomy in my life for a while, and a little out of control. But things are looking a bit better now, and I have some control again. To those of you who I have said I love you, You NEED to know whether or not it's true. Of course I love everyone, but there are a few I hold Dear in my heart, and will NEVER forget. Those people are of course my Family, and my closest friends(Tabbie, Josh, and Maddie). But Lets not forget the Ex's... Of them, the ones i STILL care about, and will ALWAYS hold dear are:
Tammy: Though I may never fully understand you, I will always care. You were my "Teddy Bear", and the first person I tried to truly give my heart to. However, it seems like the closer I try to get, the further you run from me.
Erin: You taught me how to love, and how to over come it. You were the first Person I even thought of marrying, or proposing to. You were my “LadyBug”, but we lost sight of each other somewhere along the way.
Lindsey: You showed me what kindness was, and how to be a nicer person. I was your “RubberDucky” now you have a new one. You were my “Angel”, now you’re my friend.
Alicia: What do I Say about us? We BOTH went over the edge. You gave me a “son” then took him away. You brought out the worst of me, and yet I’m sorry. But we are working on things, and trying to be friends, and that’s what counts.
Maddie: We had our fun, and you showed me how to be adventurous, and how to feel like i belonged to something. You were my “WhiteRabbit” now you’re my “crew member.
Kari: Lovely Kari... I know I lied and screwed up numerous times. But You taught me what a broken heart REALLY was. I had High hopes for us (not to say I didn't for everyone I dated) But I truly believed you were different. And I'm sure that you and Erin are the Two that TRULY feel like I don’t Care but you're mistaken. I did and still do care, I ALWAYS will. You were my “Butterfly”. But you flew away.
And Last but Not Least…
Samantha: All I can say is WOW!! It was great, and as friends, it still is great, You were and are my “Sunflower”, and I have a lot of respect for you. You taught me how to Love someone I never met, then how to make my love carry Halfway across the country. Remember that the sunflower is STILL my Favorite flower.
To ALL of you, I'm TRULY sorry for all the hurt I may have caused, and I know I may NEVER get the chance to make it up to you all, but I still ask for your forgiveness. The Bible Says it is up to us to ask our brothers and sisters to forgive us for our wrong doings, but up to them to forgive. Whether or not you do forgive me is up to you. Either way, I will ALWAYS hold your memories in my heart. I Love ALL of you to this day, always and forever.
I can’t wait to meet Jesus up in heaven. But on earth, I would like to meet the crew from OCC, Adam Sandler, and a few other famous people. As for the rest of the world, I am open to talk to almost anyone who wants to get to know me. I am an outgoing person, who loves to meet new people. And though I sometimes get sad, (who doesn’t) I am usually an upbeat happy person. If you want to get to know me, just leave a message. Don’t be shy, life is about taking that first step toward new people, places, and things.
