something am sorry for somethings take back i can never take back and something i wish i could have been better the what i am but for me what can i say theirs nothing but pain in my soul some times i think my birth was a curse rather then a blessing how can one be blessed known people will all ways judge you for who you are yes am a odd young man but what do you expect when your keeped in the dark about what life is how do you tell your self that you doing the right thing how do you tell you self you havent failed as a son for me maybe i just was biological mistake for everything their is i hurt so much the more pain i take the more my dark twisted being is consumed with anger for what i am i see my self as a monster something that shouldnt even be in this world for me am mstake