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| | Do you believe in GOD? |
| created @ 04/12/2009 09:12 am |
| mum expired. [EVERYONE] |
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Okay first I want to say Happy Earter to all. All the things that happened were within a year and a half time frame and sorry this is a long.
I am torn in my belief of is there really a god. This started 7 years ago as of July 15th. It started July 15th, 2001 when my first grandson was murdered by his father at 3 months old.
The following June of 2002 I lost a stepson and my 2 best friends all the same week in early June. Drew my stepson died at age 21, my friend Missy died of a drug overdose and my friend Johnny was beaten to death. I attend 3 funerals in one week.
My 2nd Grandchild was born June 30th, 2002 but died 16 days later July 15th 2002 from major birth defects. She had 4 open heart surgeries the first 14 days of life. So I lost my first 2 granchildren the same day 1 year apart.
The last event was a tornado that destroyed my home September 2002. I had just gotten in the basement when it hit. After that 2 weeks later I started suffering from an anxiety/Panic disorder and it was bad for the first few years but that is all I will say about that.
Anyway after the panic attacks started I started losing my beliefs. Why would a god let so many things happen to one person in so short of time? I am a good person and I treat people the way I want to be treated.
What I believe now is we live in HELL because of all the cruelty that we have in the world today we don't go to HELL when we die and we don't go to HEAVEN when we pass. We just don't have to live in HELL any longer and that is our reward.
Anyway tell me what you think.
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