I have my own pagan beliefs, but I prefer to create my own idea of how God(s) could or should be if He (They) existed. I admire nature as my personal “god”. The spirit of nature, source of life, life and death simultaneously, Good and Evil, being pure and a sinner.

When I am on the top of the mountain at the midnight and I hear in the pure darkness the birds and the wind between the trees. This scary reality of nature is what fills me with life. Sometimes while swimming alone, away from people, away from civilization I feel completely free, free of thoughts and feelings one with god, just me all alone.



Now about SEX…Heheh, my favorite... I love sex, I am str8 but not a homophobic. Moreover the most important is that I am a fun of the “art” of B D S M, bondage discipline and all tose things ;) ...

As Pinhead (Hellraiser) said:
“Pain is the ultimate pleasure”.

† Anathema
+ Pain of Salvation
+ Dark tranquility
+ Iggy Pop
† Pink Floyd
† Paradise Lost
† Moonspell
† Muse
† Opeth
† Cradle Of Filth
† Iced Earth
† Fields Of The Nephilim
† System Of A Down
† Apocalyptica
† KoRn
† Cure
† Nine Inch Nails
† Macbeth


Custom Comments, Layouts & more
† Dark Angel Designz †


† Blutengel
† L'ame Immortelle
† Depech Mode
† Wumpscut
† Deine Lakaien
† Covenant
† VNV Nation
† Angels & Agony
† Assemblage
† Velvet Acid Christ



† Enya
† Loreena McKenitt
† Hevia
† Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
† Ludwig van Beethoven
† Giuseppe Verdi