I am not one of these internet daters, not anymore at least. I learned my lesson and I learned it the hard way, but point blank period it was a lesson learned. Never again in my life will I let someone bring me down to that level, NEVER!!! What do I do now? I DO WHAT THA FUCK I WANT. I come as I go and go where I please. I fuck WHO I WANT WHERE I WANT WHEN I WANT. Hoe? Oh hell naw I have a few select my favorites from over the years =). I am the coolest person you would ever meet, cross me and see my other side. A few have and they can tell you they wish they wouldnt have. When I hate you I hate you heart and soul, but when I love you I love you to death, make sense? It dont have to it does to me. Who do I love? Savion Maurice Gaines my 6yr old son. The only man that I know will always be in my life and thats all I need. He is beautiful, full of life, energetic,and he keeps me level. I used to look at his as a reminder of his father and resent him. It took me a while to learn that he had nothin to do with that and now our relationship couldnt be better. No one meets him, he sees me and that all he needs.