How come it always happens to me how come I always get screwed over how come I can't seem to find someone. Whenever I think I found someone who says that they love me they tell me that they had sex just after they loved me. I've been single for about a year and a month and I think I found this amazing woman and then tonight she tells me that she had sex. What the hell I mean I have feelings but they always seem to get stomped on . I mean I am still greving about my mom and my grandma both died in december both died a day apart. I don't need these friggen games played right now. I'm at my most vulnerable right now and it sucks