Who do I want to meet?

Who do I want to meet? Well.....how specific do you want this?

There is the short version........then there is the long version.

The short version goes like this:
I want that girl that is perfect FOR ME!

The long version........well:
I want it all! I had good, I had pretty good and I had REALLY good! None lasted. I'm not giving up! I will find the one for me. The one that feels me with the love and pride every man should have in his life.

Of course she must be pretty. Have a good sense of humor. Be able to laugh during hard times. Party in moderation. Put up with this man's hardships.

Be so beautiful on the inside that she don't have to worry about flaunting it to everyone on the outside. This person can't be so pretentious that if her outfit, nails, hair, tan and makeup isn't perfect...she don't want to go to the grocery store. I would love for her to be a head turner.....a gorgeous women...but not have to show off for everyone all the time. I would tell her she is just as beautiful waking in the morning with blurred, tired eyes. Hair tangled and strewn halfway over her face. We can all look good when we put on our mask's. Natural beauty is on the inside. I want my woman to know I want her because she is perfect for me all the time. Not to worry if everyone else does.

I want my woman to reach for my hand & look me in my eyes...and talk to me without saying a word. I want my heart to race at the sound of her voice. I want the butterflies in my belly going wild & my knees weak & buckling when she kisses me. I want the hairs on the back of my neck to stand up when i'm holding her in my arms at nite. I want her to feel as if the world would end if I couldn't come home. It's not because I make her who she is.....or she makes me who I am.....but we make each other who we are and who we want to be. I would be a drug.....a dependency.....a fix! If even just a couple days went by of us being apart she would have withdrawl symptoms. Panic attacks that would disrupt the meaning of life. Dispair from the missing someone that drives you crazy in love.

This person would stand beside me and help me through the trying times that life brings. Someone that sticks. Sticks not only when times are great....but also when times are tough. Because let's be honest......there is always tough times. That is the differnce between that one that is perfect for you.....and the one perfect for you right now.

Not many people have ever seen me cry. Most never will. I do cry though. I'm only human. I want my woman to comfort me when I cry. When I break down to life's trials and tribulations. Not be the one that caused the tears. If I allow her enough of me that can be broken down so far as to make me weep.....she better respect that!

My heart stretches to the ends of our universe. I would be her best friend, strongest love, truest companion and dearest life-partner! I expect the same. It is not about how good you are.....it is about how good we are for each other!

This is who I want to meet.

I AM COMING FOR YOU!!!!!!